Does your life never change?...

[oNecoOlazN]

i am turning 24 in july..and it seems like nothing ever really changes in my life..I am still a social phobic, still have no social life, still a loser...<.<


blahhhhhh

 

[Reiji Moritsugu]

I understand exactly how you feel...I´m 22, will be turning 23 in October and also feel like my life is never changing, at least not for the better. Everyday when I go to university and hear how everybody else is doing things, working here and there and essentially moving forward, I can´t help but think how far ahead in life they are when compared to me. And goddammit, it´s depressing.

Because all I´m doing is seeing how every day goes away, to never be lived again.

Guess it´s better not to think about it so much, but it´s hard...oh well.

See you around

 

[Psychedelicious]

Fool on a Hill

Everyday is exactly the same as the one before. I wake up and do nothing all day, and then go back to sleep. Everday right from the moment I wake up I am just waiting for the time when I go back to sleep again. It's like clockwork. I have no idea what day it is, what month it is, etc, just because it's like reliving the same day over and over and over again.

 

[Ashiene]

Tomorrow will be the same as today which is the same as yesterday which was the same as the day before yesterday which was the same as 3 yesterdays ago, which was the same as 4 yesterdays ago, which was the same as last week which was the same as last month which was the same as last year, which was the same as every day since I developed social anxiety, and that is living my life on the computer and ignoring my real life.

 

[206Raider]

Re: Fool on a Hill

Everyday is exactly the same as the one before. I wake up and do nothing all day, and then go back to sleep. Everday right from the moment I wake up I am just waiting for the time when I go back to sleep again. It's like clockwork. I have no idea what day it is, what month it is, etc, just because it's like reliving the same day over and over and over again.

dang that sounds a lot like me. It's so damn depressing it can make ya feel crazy, it sucks cuz you look so cute in ya avy too I don't understand why this phobia hit all of us.Everybody on here seems like really good people it's like damn, but we gonna make it yall

 

[Oscelot]

Sometimes I think I'm still the age I was almost a year ago. Then I realize it's been a long time since those days. It's like being in suspended animation.

I'm getting really f&#^ing pissed about my situation. Pissed enough to do something about it? Time will tell.

 

[mylifephails]

i am turning 24 in july..and it seems like nothing ever really changes in my life..I am still a social phobic, still have no social life, still a loser...<.<


blahhhhhh

=( ur not alone my friend.. i keep hoping my SP will just go away someday.. but i think i lost hope... </3

 

[colourscolours]

it has been the same, day in day out for about half a year
no friends to hang out with after the national exams
nothing to do with no one
and i am about to start studying again
and i am so afraid that i wish it would just stay this way
i feel pathetic but i hate to repeat the last few years of my life
but somehow i want it to change for the better
i just don't know how to initiate the change

 

[philly2bits]

Same here. Day after day all the same. All the same. Sometime I lose track of what day it is they all seem the same.

 

[jamez]

LOL. I'm also turning 24 soon as well. Sometimes it feels like I'm just stuck in the same situation. The only positives I can take is that I've had quite a few different experiences now, and I just need to take that and move on from there. There's still a lot of things I haven't done in my life and that I would like to.

 

[Perfidion]

YouTube - Nine Inch Nails - Every Day Is Exactly The Same (dir Ray Z.)

 

[freestylemonster]

yeah I'm turning 19 in july and it seems like every week is exactly the same. I go to work monday to friday, then have the weekend which is always way more boring than I think it's gonna be. The whole week I'm just waiting for my two hour karate class on Thursday. Then when it comes I have a ton of fun. Then it ends and I start looking forward to the next one.

Is it really worth living for two hours of happiness a week???

 

[oNecoOlazN]

YouTube - Nine Inch Nails - Every Day Is Exactly The Same (dir Ray Z.)

to the poster of the video:
LOOOOOL, haha sorry but this just cracks me up...but its sad=(

 

[Remus]

Atleast we all have each other, I remember the days of isolation before the internet *shudders*

 

[lettypagb]

yeah ,i hate how i cant end my f life ,how i feel bad for everything , and still cant end this shit , one day ill shoot myself in the head , and thats it.