Hello all, I'm new. I usually feel like I can be who I really am around my wife and that she doesn't judge me, but sometimes when I feel like she doesn't understand me or vice-versa, I feel completely alone and these thought do cross my mind. Man, if she dies before me I don't know what I'll do. If I'm still fairly young, I'd like to go live alone in the woods somewhere and live offa the fat of the land. (I'd really love to do that now, but she doesn't so I have to continue being a part of society.) If I'm too old for that, then I really don't know.