DespairSoul
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Hello,
Well, i have those issues long term and i worry to much chronic. It is really so bad if i see neighborous and dont greet them,just pass them and pretend i dont see? I feel very guilty about it that i look like egoistic ignorant or terrific feared of them.
1. terrific feared thats the correct asnwer i know but still
I dont meet them so much(coz of isolation) but if i do i worry forward that i will meet them and i will be forced to say something like good morning etc. or evening. Mostly i put my head on the site and look some stuff around as greeting them if is going about outside if i meet them on the floor i great ofcourse always but if they are little more far or on balkony and i feel this staring on me and i stare on them little while and later hurry to entrance,or i just do i wasnt seeing or i hurry.
Today i met woman with doggie out, was evening,she was far of me but i very well knew is she,and i was feeling her prickling eyes on me anyway. She was looking at me almost whole time because she knew is me and was propably for her miracle she saw me out,because i dont go per days i go mostly nights. I feel like a Vampire and i later chronic worry after those meetings that i should behave diffrent but is to late. I dont know what to do.
I shouldnt take it so much seriously and let it go but still i cant,im shaky and nervy. In shop i see so bad and i have horrible orientantion i cant find stuff because of those nervosity(often i forgot what i actually wanted and went with out stuff wich i was thinking to buy=/). And advice how to cope with it?
Well, i have those issues long term and i worry to much chronic. It is really so bad if i see neighborous and dont greet them,just pass them and pretend i dont see? I feel very guilty about it that i look like egoistic ignorant or terrific feared of them.
1. terrific feared thats the correct asnwer i know but still
I dont meet them so much(coz of isolation) but if i do i worry forward that i will meet them and i will be forced to say something like good morning etc. or evening. Mostly i put my head on the site and look some stuff around as greeting them if is going about outside if i meet them on the floor i great ofcourse always but if they are little more far or on balkony and i feel this staring on me and i stare on them little while and later hurry to entrance,or i just do i wasnt seeing or i hurry.
Today i met woman with doggie out, was evening,she was far of me but i very well knew is she,and i was feeling her prickling eyes on me anyway. She was looking at me almost whole time because she knew is me and was propably for her miracle she saw me out,because i dont go per days i go mostly nights. I feel like a Vampire and i later chronic worry after those meetings that i should behave diffrent but is to late. I dont know what to do.
I shouldnt take it so much seriously and let it go but still i cant,im shaky and nervy. In shop i see so bad and i have horrible orientantion i cant find stuff because of those nervosity(often i forgot what i actually wanted and went with out stuff wich i was thinking to buy=/). And advice how to cope with it?
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