"I seem to think I do, but I guess I actually don't??? I never ever show people my real personality though, I'm much to afraid that they will hate it." -Physchedelicious
This is the same exact way it is for me. Not around the guys though cause I dont really care what they think of me. But with girls this is exactly how it is for me. On first impression, I strike girls as a cute little tough guy, I geuss, but once they start talking to me they get the wrong impression of me because I am afraid of being myself, and I have reason to be. Gets awkward. Naturally, when I am myself I am rude and nonhumorous. Two things girls around here absolutely hate. And by knowing that, its like im afraid to be myself and even something else. Then Im just left out there to dry and die in the dating life. sux [/quote]