lyricalliaisons
Well-known member
Do you ever feel guilty for doing the things you can do?
Everyone expects so much from me that I can't do, like getting a job, going to school on campus, making important phone calls, & a lot of other things. But those are things that I can't do. I would have done them years ago if that were the case.
However, there are certain things I can do now that I couldn't do before. Within the last year, I've started to do a couple things I couldn't do even a year ago. One of those things is go to the movies. I can do that sometimes now, when I'm able to force myself out of the house & onto the bus at all. But it makes me feel guilty because people find out that I go to the movies occasionally & they then think that if I can do that, why can't I get a job? Why can't I fill out job applications alone? Why can't I find us a place to move to quicker?......
I can only go to the movies because it's quiet, dark, I'm usually the only one in the theater, there's no social interaction, etc. If more places were like that, I'd be able to do a lot more.
Do you ever find that if you can do just one thing, people start expecting you to do a whole lot more?
Everyone expects so much from me that I can't do, like getting a job, going to school on campus, making important phone calls, & a lot of other things. But those are things that I can't do. I would have done them years ago if that were the case.
However, there are certain things I can do now that I couldn't do before. Within the last year, I've started to do a couple things I couldn't do even a year ago. One of those things is go to the movies. I can do that sometimes now, when I'm able to force myself out of the house & onto the bus at all. But it makes me feel guilty because people find out that I go to the movies occasionally & they then think that if I can do that, why can't I get a job? Why can't I fill out job applications alone? Why can't I find us a place to move to quicker?......
I can only go to the movies because it's quiet, dark, I'm usually the only one in the theater, there's no social interaction, etc. If more places were like that, I'd be able to do a lot more.
Do you ever find that if you can do just one thing, people start expecting you to do a whole lot more?