lilmutegirl
Well-known member
I try to hold stuff in...and then it comes out in a burst. I tend to blame myself and freak out saying that I want to die (I don't--I'm not even remotely suicidal). I just get so overwhelmed and frustrated. Typically, it only happens when I'm alone, but I have had this happen in front of my abusive exes and my son. I worry about how my son will remember me because of this, and how it affects him. This is not by any means a common occurence, and, overall, I've felt fairly optimistic about my life lately.
Does this happen to anyone else? Any advice?
Does this happen to anyone else? Any advice?