Oooo I'd like to get confidence about having big feet. I can't find shoes that fit *grumbles*
More importantly, I'd like to get confidence about relaxing and letting my real cheerful personality shine around nice people. I want to let my guard down because it's blocking me from experiencing the real world. I'd also like to order a dash of your "don't care" mentality for when I get rejected and stuffz. That would help a lot.
Does $5 cover all of this?
Good for you for managing to hold onto that mentality by the way. It's very hard to convince oneself.
I try to avoid people I know too. Even if they were friendly before. I'm afraid they just failed to notice I was awkward the first time and I don't want to give them another chance to figure it out. They will also notice I'm not as special as they thought before. Like a disappointment. Eh.
Just to note: It is not a totally irrational fear. When I try to be social it comes off really weird because it's hard for me. People get confused and never contact me again. Yup.