I think the worst part of SA is not being able to "be yourself." can any of you imagine being yourself with other people?. ..Because I can't. I wish I could so bad because I can be funny and somewhat outgoing at times but I never am with the exception of being around my family. It's like I have two selves. The self when with people is shy, introverted, weird and boring, and the more "normal" self when I'm with myself or family. It's so frusterating to think it will be like this forever. I hope I'm explaining this to where you guys can understand because I don't know if I'm getting this out right but do any of you feel this way?