I'm not shy I'm just verbally challenged.
I'm verbally, socially, emotionally, and mentally challenged. D:
I think I blame everything on myself.
That's what SA does I guess, it makes us feel like everything is our fault even when its not.
No way.I have the lowest self esteem. I think even dirt is worth more than me.
Heh, I'm the same. I've wanted to start 2 threads recently and I'm too anxious about it, but I can easily contribute to others.I only started 1 thread because I get anxiety thinking about how nobody will contribute or a fight will break out and it'll get closed etcetc.
But on the other hand I like to contribute to them and show my support and share my stories. I can be really shy sometimes that when it comes to conversations online I get scared and might sound stupid. But that's just my shyness coming across.
I'll have to get out of the room, run away
I only started 1 thread because I get anxiety thinking about how nobody will contribute or a fight will break out and it'll get closed etcetc.
But on the other hand I like to contribute to them and show my support and share my stories. I can be really shy sometimes that when it comes to conversations online I get scared and might sound stupid. But that's just my shyness coming across.
I have the lowest self esteem. I think even dirt is worth more than me.
Sometimes I can't even look at myself when I'm doing simple things in the mirror, like brushing my teeth.
I guess most of my anxiety comes from my overall appearance and my mannerisms. Online, it's just my boring personality. Sigh. I need a new brain.
I don't struggle to find words so much as I struggle not to inundate people with words. Brevity may be the soul of wit, but I tend to make blocks of text as my mind wanders from point to point (sometimes these points are even related!) I've cut a lot of posts way down from their original formats, and even more I just give up on.
One could say I'm a hard thinker, not a fast thinker, and generally I'm either able to follow several people talking or contribute - if I try to do both I'll just get lost.
(I am trying to come back here and post more...not sure if that will help? Maybe I need to concentrate my efforts in participating in "real life.")