Helmaninquiel
Well-known member
Almost committed Sucide two weeks ago, nearly died, I was in the hospital for for a week and a half. I was also incubated and out for three days. I took an over dose of about hundred and thirty pills and the medication I took was actually suppose to stop my breathing. The doctors told me that I'm very lucky to be alive. I honestly don't know why I survived, I wish I didn't. I wanted to die, to maybe be at peace. I'm not really living anyway, I feel suffocated every damn day I wake up.