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  1. sanitariumcalls

    To medicate or not to medicate? That is the question...

    So a bit of background here, I was damn near the lab rat for most of my shrinks for years growing up. I've been on everything from Depakote and Zoloft to Carbatrol and Remeron... I mean I remember taking at least 4 pills twice a day... So when I was 17 and money was hard and insurance was crap...
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    From a Child of the 80s...

    For those of us who remember the wonderful movies and music of the 80s (and even the early 90s, I suppose) its nostalgic to get on YouTube and look up stuff we grew up on... So here's my tribute to my childhood, and I hope you all will share your own, even if its not 80's-related ^_^ YouTube -...
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    Not Good...

    Been having major intrusive thoughts for the past hour... My boyfriend and I got in a nasty fight earlier this evening, we're still not talking and he's sleeping out on the couch right now. I keep seeing myself grabbing his gun and killing myself, but I don't want to die!! I want this to...
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    I really hate this...

    I'll be honest, I can't afford a doc. I have Medicare and Medicaid for the copays, and prescription coverage BUT no shrink near me who actually accepts my insurance (all 4 of them in the Oly/Lacey area) and does not specialize for seniors, isn't accepting new patients right now... And my...
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    Family Gatherings

    I am not close to my family, maybe a select few relatives here and there, but not best buds style. I often get asked by fam why I never show up for gatherings, be it Christmas or whatever. Sometimes I get criticized for being in the background, away from the crowds,. When I do show up, I'm told...
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    Concerts

    So, whether it makes me even weirder or not, I love going to concerts. I hate the crowds, and avoid the mosh pit, but if its a band I love, I put up with it just to get into the music. I've been to a few, Ozzfest '04 (I was uber stoned the whole time, the only way I could put up with the...
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    Anger and Anxiety

    Do any of you get that really uncomfortable, "I want to disappear right now", feeling when someone is mad or pissy? My landlord hadn't cashed rent check yet, so I contacted her to ask when she was going to do so, and she snaps back at me, "By next week!" I felt so queasy, and obviously am...
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    Ah, Music...

    So, I've been digging through my music library and was making a playlist that basically can go for any mood, a feel good mix, the kind that whatever song pops up you smile. What songs would you include in your feel good mix? Mine (so far): Joga - Bjork Lucy In The Sky With Diamonds - The...
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    In a Relationship?

    I suppose I seem "normal" in some ways... I'm a full time student at our local CC, and trying to get into a wonderful Catholic University. I've lived on my own since I was 17, now in my own home (rented, unfortunately) with my partner of 3 years and our two beautiful, loving cats. The only...
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    Hi, Hello

    New here (obviously), name's Rachel... Bipolar I and Schizotypal, ADHD-PI, Severe Social Anxiety issues for 15 years. Um, not entirely sure what else to say but Hey All...
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