sanitariumcalls
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I'll be honest, I can't afford a doc. I have Medicare and Medicaid for the copays, and prescription coverage BUT no shrink near me who actually accepts my insurance (all 4 of them in the Oly/Lacey area) and does not specialize for seniors, isn't accepting new patients right now...
And my bipolar is officially out of remission and in full swing, after 5 years of damn near no problems what so ever. The alternative therapy I practice, yeah, it ain't really working anymore...
I just skipped class, my favorite one, for the 2nd time and its only the 2nd week of the quarter... I love that class! I love going to school! I'm a happy person for God's sake, but I seriously about had a complete meltdown, in public, waiting for my class to start.
So I left and came home to hide in my room with my laptop and my cats...
I don't know what to do now. I'm not suicidal, I don't want to hurt myself, but I am so deep in the abyss I feel like I'm drowning in my own lack of serotonin...
Can anyone relate? Can anyone help? Advice? Pills? LOL jk on that last one...
Seriously, I feel ridiculous... but I hate this and I need some help...
And my bipolar is officially out of remission and in full swing, after 5 years of damn near no problems what so ever. The alternative therapy I practice, yeah, it ain't really working anymore...
I just skipped class, my favorite one, for the 2nd time and its only the 2nd week of the quarter... I love that class! I love going to school! I'm a happy person for God's sake, but I seriously about had a complete meltdown, in public, waiting for my class to start.
So I left and came home to hide in my room with my laptop and my cats...
I don't know what to do now. I'm not suicidal, I don't want to hurt myself, but I am so deep in the abyss I feel like I'm drowning in my own lack of serotonin...
Can anyone relate? Can anyone help? Advice? Pills? LOL jk on that last one...
Seriously, I feel ridiculous... but I hate this and I need some help...