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    Paranoia Over Being Attacked

    Lately, for weeks (maybe even over a month now; I haven't been keeping track), I've been overcome with paranoia about being the victim of a heinous crime (murder, rape, beaten, etc.) I fear this stuff happening in a more secluded area outside rather than in my own residence (though I've...
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    Need Some Advice (Freelance Job Related)

    I have searched online high and low for answers to this, but it's like there's a lot left out, and I don't really know where else to reach out for advice on it. If anyone here can provide some input on how I can proceed with this, especially if you have knowledge of journalism (specifically op...
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    Post what you cannot say

    People aren't "hating" on you because of [insert choice of yours]; they're calling you out because you're being a narrow-minded ******* about that choice and calling others horrible people because they don't choose to do the same.
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    I'll give you "rude," you ****ing c**t. -balls fist-
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    Turn around and get back here. Now.
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    Scared to go back

    At the beginning of the year, I started frequenting this nightclub on most weekends. Each time was pretty nice, and during the last time I went (beginning of this month), I had a couple people actually try to talk to me. Then during VD weekend, I went to this event that happens bi-monthly...
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    Are you going to talk to me again? :(
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    Post what you cannot say

    What I wish I could say: "Oh, quit dillydallying around and let's just go for coffee or something already!" What I'll actually say: ...
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    You wanna hang out?
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    Picky in dating

    Is anyone rather picky when it comes to dating? I know, right... We have social anxiety (and possibly other issues), therefore we have no RIGHT to be picky and should just take whatever we can get. Amirite? Dunno about anyone else here, but I say **** that. Lately I've been frustrated (well...
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    You still wanna talk, or not?
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    Will you go out with me?
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    This may sound superficial, but for a long time I've always wanted to be around people a bit more like me, but it's like they didn't exist anywhere near me. You were the first one I met, and that's why I regret lashing out the way I did. I felt like I sabotaged a decent connection.
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    I could’ve shamed you and agreed, “Yeah, you’re a pretty shit person,” for how you treated me (even though I didn’t act much better). Instead, I forgave you and said it was okay, without even knowing if you’re the type who continues to act shitty even after apologizing. For some reason, I see...
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    Was it all just a huge misunderstanding, or am I just delusional about you?
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    Regrets, Anxiety/Depression, & Writing to Escape (and no one to talk to)

    Hello, I don't have anyone to talk to about how I'm feeling right now, aside from my therapist, and I won't see her until this weekend. I've been a bad combination of anxious and depressed for the last few days or so. There's a specific reason, but I won't get into it on this thread (I'm up for...
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    Antidepressants make dating difficult.

    Prozac, Zoloft, and probably every other antidepressant out there don't just lower the libido for me; they seem to make me lose physical interest in dating and relationships altogether. It's like my mind is all geared up for going on dates and getting to know guys I'm interested in, but I just...
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    City Life and Alienation

    All right, so... I'm posting this not only because I'm in this very situation and have a general interest in it, but also because I'm writing a magazine article for a class and I need some real-life experiences to add to it that aren't my own (any names I use will be anonymous, of course). If...
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    Bad urges held back by SA?

    I frequently have urges to do outlandish things and act in a way that would amaze anyone who knows me, whether it be talking more or raising my voice. There are many times, however, when I feel the need to blow up on or get into spats with someone. Almost always, I'm in a bad mood or under...
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    Sensitive to Everything

    A couple nights ago, I had an emotional breakdown from having difficulty finding a new job. I really wonder if there's more than that weighing down on me. I've noticed that I've been growing sick of feeling anger or disappointment. Reading the news, articles posted on my Facebook front page, or...
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