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Your so far up yourself and in the past that you fail to even realise that you continually hurt my feelings of self worth. Why the hell do you have to have your versions of beauty in women knowing that I will be able to see that - such apathy towards me and insensitivity - you make me feel so...

Yes- so I am not into him anymore. But I still get feelings. Because at work he can seem so normal. But I just dont get it. Why does he have to follow me on Facebook and yet when I look at his page- its all completely obsessed with women's faces - esp blonde women- and he follows blonde women...

I dont want to be seen anymore. I don't like going to work anymore- been getting intense dread feelings of going because I cant take what I look like in the mirror anymore. It sounds so silly, but its honest. And I am so irritable and want to try to change myself- but I end up hurting myself...

Do you have friends? ??????????????????

Sorry - guys - cant help it - its long!! To my incapable boss; ( & this is where I get nasty & long!!..) ~ wow, well we cannot afford to throw majority of our stock away just because they do not fit your taste... Like when you bagged all those teddy bears and toys because you didnt like any...

:sad: Ive lived a life of being un-social for over 15 years. And now, since I have for a nearly a year been social - by working in a social environment- I have come a long way- but now I feel like everything has been too hard and I want to retreat and hide once again. I dont know how to get...

So great to read these- what a cool idea : ) ...'You confuse the hell out of me, but I like your company a lot- you make me laugh so hard and smile when I am down- and your the only guy that I have really been my true self around except for my dad. Am I a friend to you or is there something...

- I really, really hate to admit it- because it is embarrassing and like an endless journey into insecurity, but I constantly feel like I just want someone in my life to give me re-assurance. Forgive me- this will probably be a little long.. and probably inappropriate -its kind of a rant XX...

So my posts are a little too random/complex and long- so I will try to keep things plain and simple : ) Have had a crush on a guy at work for 5-6 months. He invited me to new years- it was just us. Bought my meal and then he drove me around and we joked. Then went back to his place, watched...

Today at work I wanted to go up to my crush and thank him for asking me out (as friends I think it was) on new years and that I had fun. But guess what... I couldn't do it. And the reason was because Ive been all consumed in feeling ugly and not good enough to be attracted by him. I just...

Yep- So I felt a little paranoid about this on here - its silly but I did delete it! I appreciate your answer too. Very much. I am still confused - but Im not going to let that dictate my life this week ; )

Yeah- I am sure most of us do? What do you do when you feel so un-attractive because of a person's comments ?

Sorry this may be long - but I need to.. I just don't get it. I hate these feelings because they have been ripping me up inside for months and months (actually probably 5 months or more). Everytime I go to work, everytime Im not even at work too. I dont really even really know why i like him...

:thumbdown: Yep, So I know other people must experience this- but it really gets me some days. I recognise in myself as a person whom has been unsocial for so long has conversational *issues* a little- (meaning personally I quickly respond and over-talk in pauses and get really energetic in...

I really need some sound advice (once again). Im in tears after every time I see this person - because their not acting friendly enough or ignore me or dont seem to care if I go etc. Its just really, really, really getting to me - to the point where I feel like I have completely lost myself...

Its just really frustrating because Im pretty sure I come across as a bit fake and cold! I just find it really hard. So lets say there are times when I feel confident in who I am- but when I am around certain types of people (mainly males) I either -over- egotise myself and come off really cold...

Okay here goes, I want to know what you do to make yourself feel good and unique. I want to know anything that makes you feel confident, what you would do to have the best day you could ever imagine.

Going to write out *stuff* in here.. I need to vent so seriously that I feel like I am going to explode seriously!!:eek: Im going to write my heart out in here- it seems a little bit better than writing in my journal in Pages. It feels more cement and reflective. I like the auto-writing and...

Going into work tomorrow. I want to have a fun day. I am so sick and tired of this social phobia!!! Actually for me it more 'social phobia around guys':eek: I just feel I want to throw in the towel and not care what others think of me that much. Like can I have the mental strength to do that...

So I have edited this because I get paranoid as who can see it-