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So, eh, I’m trending in Hot & New playlist for the metal genre... again ! At number 3 appropriately enough. :LOL:(y) And that’s despite the fact am still just come up wae these riff ideas on the hoof. Still huv’nae a clue as to how ah go aboot turning a riff into a full song. Am just winging it...

Quite shocked my mother actually likes that new riff I came up with and those previous one. :eek: Though, ah shouldnae really; since she was always into hard rock n’ metal music, before I was born. It’s just weird sit at my laptop, playing back those fast as fuck riffs, and my mother giving her...

Hiya ! Been a while, huh? Life kinda got in the way o’ me focusing on making music. Anyway, ah came up with this wee idea just yesterday. Not sure if it‘s shite or potentially useable for another instrumental? :unsure:

About the same, really. Tired, depressed n’ quite f__kin’ angry. :cry: :mad: Disappointed in myself. Ah feel like I let myself down by not doing more this year; by which I mean just throwing myself back into making music. I should’ve been more creative during those summer months. If nothing...

I hate myself. I hate what my life has become. Being stuck in the same repetitive, boring, predictable routine for 2 years; even though it feels like a f__kin’ lifetime ! And I hate how I can’t make my situation better and change things without pissing off those around me. Maybe I’m just not...

No better to honest. Just dwelling on my regrets from the past few months n’ years; wishing I had the motivation to do more, y’know? It does ye in, huvin tae put up with our folks problems on top of yer own. Wondering what life would like for me now, had I get myself on the list for a new house...

Ah know... it’s quite annoying. Hate when it just hits outta nowhere. And it’s bad enough that I’ve got plenty of reasons to be depressed. Considering how much I have to just put up with as far as family arguments go. I’ll do my best.

Just trying to pull myself out of a depression that came upon me suddenly. :cry: And failing miserably as usual; like I’ve done with most things in my life.

Nope ! And that’s despite my long winded, rambling posts on here. :LOL: I’m probably a better storyteller than I am a writer to be honest.

Awww... you luck b@$…@*! My oldest sister wus’nae even swayed by the possibility that Run to the Hills might be the last song of the encore to try for tickets. No, as soon as I said the Legacy of the Beast UK tour’s only show in Scotland was in Aberdeen she goes: “Aberdeen?! F…k that! We’re no...

Been having a difficult few days. Just feeling more depressed than usual. :( I’m also still wondering if I should join my family for Christmas dinner this year. Don’t really know, to be honest. That “you do eff all around here” remark made to my face by my older sister made me fell like I’d be...

As if being pissed off at one older sister was bad enough. Today, the oldest pretty much had a tantrum at me over the fact that ah - brace yersel’...Didn’t reply to any of her emails yesterday. For the whole day. :cry: Ah mean, how f…kin’ immature, like. Oh the humanity ! Yer wee brother...

Ah doubt I’m going to live see 50 at this rate. Probably going to be deid in the next 5 years the way things are going. No that many folk would miss me much anyway. It’s not as if my family treated me like a son or brother or a person that wus even worth caring about. Supposedly smart, funny...

I’d say my whole family, collective. Since I’ve never felt like I really belonged. And I got the brunt of abuse — both physically and verbal — growing up and well into my teens. From both my mother and siblings. Though, I’m quite surprised I still get along with my Mum after all the hurtful...

Not doing particularly great, aw things considered. My sisters had a massive argument before our uncle’s funeral about a feckin’ Facebook comment. And then there wus another row about why Christmas is $h!%* when we have it at Mum’s every years. And what a f…kin’ surprised: am tae blame ! Why...

Nope ! But I’ve known that for years. That’s especially true for one member o’ the family in particular — and it’s not my mother. Despite what a control freak she’s been with me over the years. It’s just difficult to detach from it and not taking personally. Since they go outta their way to make...

Well I try and keep the house tidy, mainly. And make sure things get done around the house. But any time ah attempt help in the kitchen, my mother tends to fall out with me cuz she usually gets in a crabbit (bad) mood if I try to help out too much.

Do people with narcissistic personalities tend to accuse a person of not caring? :unsure: Just wondering, because my older sister has that frequently in the last 2 years. Despite that be utter $h!%* And she made a snide remark to my face recently about how ah “dae f__k all” around the house...