Search results

Bored n’ depressed. :( Definitely did’nae forsee the current situation when discussing what I‘d doing for my birthday a few months ago. Stay indoors wus’nae ma preferred option for birthday celebration.

Well, spending ma 32nd birthday stuck in the house with my mother wus’nae exactly what I had in mind. Thanks coronavirus. But then that did also cancel a comedy show ah tickets for, which would’ve happened last night had not been postponed. :mad:

Coping better than ah thought I would. Kinda bored, but I’m trying to occupy my time. Mainly working some new music, as well as getting my external hard drives backed up to discs. Still worrying about my Mum as she’s in the at risk group. Every time she coughs I have to remember she’s got...

I wonder how my older sister is coping? Not that she's got the virus, like. It just she was round a couple days ago and absolutely raging, livid at the prospect of the school and nursery in our town being closed. This was before that actually happened. "Ur they f__kin' serious, like? Whit um ah...

9 suspect cases of the virus have been reported in Scottish Borders where ah live. 1 definite confirmed case of it, a family friend who is currently in hospital. I hope they'll be OK.

A town not far from where I live is rumoured to have one possible case; nothing’s confirmed as yet.

Aye, it’s the same where ah live. It’s bloody ridiculous, like.

Just came up with this wee melody idea a couple days ago after putting fresh, new string on ma guitar. Don't whether I should expanded upon it or using an intro track? :unsure:

Same here. Though, I’m worried about my mother who hasn’t been feeling too well lately. But that said, my oldest sister has said she’ll be getting the shopping in the meantime. I do think the panic buying of hand sanitizer and toilet paper is really excessive and an overreaction.

Could’nae be happier... By pure chance, yesterday, ah found the external 3 terabyte hard drive ah thought I’d lost about 2 months ago. :D That’s me got aw the music recordings and samples (2 years worth), my disability benefit documents and family photos back ! :) After spending most o’ February...

More depressed than usual. But then, a sibling calling you a waste of space and really clever in the same breath will do that. The sad part being that, if ah call that what it really is — being a cu_% — that makes me a cu_%. :cry: As if compliment me somehow is supposed to me feel better about...

Still pissed off about what happened on Monday. :mad: Looks I won’t be spending Christmas with the family this year. Why? Well... according to the middle child, I’m a f__kin’ waster for letting my mother bring me my dinner on days when my sister and kids stay for dinner. Even though, she insists...

Ah don’t f__kin’ care anymore... sick of being complimented and berate in the same breath. But hey ho, muh family seem to like making me feel like $h!%# aw the time. Am used to it! It’s been happening since ah wus 8 years old — nae point try to change their opinion o’ me now. It’s no like they...

Just sick o’ life... hud enough. Cannae be daein wae it anymair — ah just cannae, like. :cry: Am fed up huvin tae listen tae tha same ol’ arguments n’ overhearing the same conversations wherein, every time ma name gets f__kin’ mentioned, it’s followed by: “...wus right” or “...he says that...

Doubt it... I’ve looked all over ma room for it, for days. Still huv’nae found it. Plus it had every photo I’d taken at all the concerts I’ve been to since 2008. :cry:

Pretty f__kin’ depressed? I’ve somehow managed to lose the external hard drive that has all the music — both finished and unfinished — I’d wrote since 2017. :cry: And my oldest sister had a good laugh yesterday when I answered, “No yet”, to the question of whether our mother and middle child had...

So I’m a liar am I? Great ! Nice to know who ah can confide in, then — ya c_nt! :mad: Och well... at least they song titles ah came with a few years ago are now useable.

Thanks. Don’t know what else am supposed to do. But as soon as ah do summit that’s uncharacteristic o’ me, something must be wrong, and they make a big deal o’ it. “What’s wrong, why ye being like this?” :mad:

Same as yesterday. :mad: Apparently, I’m not allowed to spend a day in bed due to feeling completely f__kin’ knackered. Who does that? But hey, everything ah do according to my family is wrong. Cannae bloody win. :(

I wish I didn’t dwell so much on the negative... but then that’s all that’s around me. Negativity. Negative people, a negative situation. But it’s always me who’s in the wrong for getting angry about it. :mad: