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Feeling unusually happy today, considering the past few weeks. But ah’ll take it. it’s better than being aw dour faced n’ miserable. :)

Another day, another argument. Another sleepless night. And, as per usual, nothing’s going right for me for the most part. I’d say I’m depressed, but ah think I’m beyond that now. I’m more angry than anything else, actually. But am never allowed to articulate that emotion verbal in my family...

Nothing seems to be going right for me. Story of my life, more or less. :(

Thanks everyone.

Pretty devastated. Just found out one of my uncles died last night. :cry:

I would, if I could convince them to go family therapy. But that’ll probably end up as massive row. Much like the idea of us all taking a family holiday together. Since the middle child likes to think and believes she doesn’t have issues, it’s everyone else. Her shouting n’ swearing and going on...

Aye. Pretty depressing, actually. :cry: It would. But, as my oldest sister pointed out. the four of us in a room with a therapist would only end with one of us in tears, the one shouting n’ swearing, one sighing and shaking her head. And me sitting there, twiddling my thumbs, seemingly...

That’d be nice. But I don’t believe my family are collectively capable of being that tolerant. When I applied for, and got, my housing application form my mother and older sister lost it when I told them. Even more so when I sarcastically said: “And yer wonder why am leaving ye?” After their...

What’s the point anymore? I’m either not doing enough to make them happy. Or am a useless, selfish, inconsiderate b@$%@*… That’s the two narratives I’ve gotten from my mother and siblings throughout most of my life up until now. Not that much has changed within the last 3 years. I’m treated like...

I try not to. But that’s what they always become. Because — God-forbid! — ye make the mistake of asking why one person is always shouting more than the other. And you’ve sarcastically said something to the effort of: “D’ye see how you shoutin’ like that does’nae help yer argument?” At least...

Aye. But every time I bring that up, it’s just turns into an argument between my mother and I.

On the verge o’ giving up for good. Ah just cannae take this anymore. Sick of huvin to tolerate the family drama. Fed up with my advice n’ pleas for change falling on deaf ears. Who cares anyway, eh? It’s not as if my well-being is important. I feel as though ma family would be better off...

Extremely pissed off. :mad:

Just wondering why I allow myself to get talked into doing things?

Same ol’ $h!%*, different day. This year’s just been much the same as last year and the year before that — f__kin’ miserable. Me and my mother are still being told that we do f__k all for the middle child and her kids. :mad: Which is nice. Nearly made homeless during the summer of 2017, but...

Cannae say for certain, but ah think ah might be the yin who actually give a f__k n’ cares aboot ma muther ? :unsure: :cry: Though, am no just saying that cuz it’s ma Mum. But ah seem to be the yin who always asking how she is, offering to help out n’ that. And am always being telt tae look...

See if you actually took the time tae f__kin' think while using a computer ye might git things done properly, no? Or is that askin' a bit much? But, naw, it hus tae be done noo... NOW !! Then ye lose the heid wae it.

I feel like ah should just off masel'... :cry: I'm getting fed up huvin to listen to the family drama, day in day oot. And I'm sick o' being telt that am wrong whenever my older sister asks me something computer related, like if something's no working right. Feels great being told that, so it...

Absolutely knackered... just really tired lately. Though, I'm glad that I finally got my new computer desk built yesterday. Even if it took me months of asking my oldest sister when she wus gonnae help me with it, and pointing out that ah hadn't even unboxed it since buying it, must've been 2...