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Ah try. But, sadly, that’s become more n’ more difficult with each day. Since it’s hard to put a brave face on every time ye get shamed n’ demoralising. Telt yer inconsiderate _______ every time ya stand up for yersel’. And there’s the fact that my life hasn’t really changed for the better in...

Why is it you have to make everything about you...? Then ya f__kin’ contradict that by saying it’s not, when it clearly f…kin’ is ! Always about you, innit?Me moving out, it’s not what you want... Weird how what I want never f…kin’ factors intae the equation, eh? Does what I want no matter...

Not doing great... :cry: I feel that I’m slowing losing interest in my hobbies. Even though they are the only things keeping me from offing myself. I’m not taking care of myself properly. Mainly because I can barely find the time now to do things I used to, like exercising regularly. Nor can...

Well this story was topped today. At least in terms of sheer dumb f__kery. So, as soon as my older sister was in the door, she marches upstairs and asks me to scan a document for her. Her kids come racing in the house, asking where their mother is. And their granny goes: “She’s upstairs, asking...

Should’nae really be saying this, but...Ah wish ma nieces would just leave me tha f…k alone ! Ah honestly do. While ah git why they spend mair time wae me, a few minutes peace too much to ask? :( “Do this, Graeme. Do that, Graeme. Watch this, Graeme ! Graeme ! Graeme ! Graeme !” Honestly...

Aye... that all made sense, Loyal. (y) :LOL: I’m very much of same option about that riff now: it’s a transition riff. Definitely a transition from, as you said, starting off at slower tempo and then going into that riff. I’m also think the second metal riff I came up with could probably be a...

“Oh, ye dinnae understand... ye don’t know what it’s like” “Yous don’t give a $h!%... none o’ ye” Y’know summit: I am getting really fed up hearing you f__kin’ say that. Day in, day oot, it’s the same ol’ self-pitying pish fae you. It’s almost like you cannae move on n’ get on with yer life...

Still not sleeping right. My sleep pattern is utterly fuct ! Didn’t drift off until about half past 2 in the bloody morning, today. Then ah just lay in bed until half past one in the afternoon, cuz ah could’nae be arsed getting oot ma bed. I also think the fact the family drama going on around...

Got to sleep a wee bit early last night... half past 2 in the morning. Though, the previous nights before that I was still awake by 4 o’clock in the morning. Desperately wanting to get up and writing and record some music, but knowing I can’t, since I don’t living in a more rural, countryside area.

So, I’ve been trying to come up with an arrangement for this riff... But ah cannae quite decided if this riff should be the basis for the whole song or transition riff ? :unsure: If anybuddy want to reply with suggestions I’m mair than happy to take them into consideration. (y)

Wish someone hud telt me years ago active guitar pickups were better... Why? Cuz there nae need tae fanny aboot soldering this wire tae that yin, onto this part o’ the input jack. Nane o’ that time consuming pish ! Naw ! The pins from this wire go into there, that yin there. Connect a 9 volt...

Well... ah thought ah wus exaggerating tae be funny when ah used to say “Ma family mental ! No right in the heid !” Then, this afternoon — too lazy to post it herself — my older sister got me n’ ma oldest sister to post a birthday card. Cuz me n’ ma oldest sister were going to post some stuff...

Always, always, always, got to get things your way, don’t ya? Yer never fuckin’ happy otherwise. Aye, Dad wus exactly tha fuckin’ same. The “Do as I say or else...” mentality. Except you’re worse cuz you resort to that emotional manipulative bull$h!%. But that’s hardly as surprising, cuz yer a...

I’ve been struggling with the past few weeks... Though, a whole week is the longest I’ve gone without sleep. The worst it’s gotten recently is, either, me no bothering to change outta ma pyjamas or sending a whole day in bed. I’m not as bad as I used to be, though. Ah still find it difficult...

Hmmm... :unsure: Mixed feelings, really. On the one hand, ah managed to get most of old paint stripped from stairs within 48 hours. My oldest sister asked me to do it as a favour, and something for me to do instead sitting oan ma arse watching YouTube. :LOL: On a less positive n’ happy note...

Been feeling quite tired, lately. No getting tae sleep until like 3 o’clock in the morning. Mainly because ah lie in bed, fully awake, thinking about and berating masel’ for all the thing ah did’nae manage to get done that day.

Ah nearly broke doon in tears yesterday, because ah realised that ah huv’nae really been taking proper care of maself for the past 2 years. :cry: Also, my mother seems to find it amusing just how fed-up and pissed off I am. :mad: Funny how some women are like that... yet if I reacted in the...

Hiya Graybeard. :)

Don’t fuckin’ know anymore... Running on empty about sums up how ah’ve been feeling. Though, naebuddy seems to care about ma well-being. My mother pretty implied that, yesterday, when ah told her ah wus fed-up and she responded with: “Ha ! How d’ye think ah feel...?” Funny how women, at least...

This first instrumental is just a short idea that I throw together a few weeks ago when I was bored and had nothing else to do. :LOL: I’ll probably re-record this 1st random idea at some point, after I get done turning those metal guitar riffs into a full song.