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“Look after Mum”, ma oldest sister says to me today. Whit tha fuck huv ah been doing the last 16 years, then...? :mad: Ah sure as fuck huv’nae been livin’ ma life. Cannae dae anythin’ withoot being telt “No tae bother”. Any advice ah give is ignored. Fuck, ah dinnae even get to huv a holiday...

This song’s title pretty much sums up how I’m feeling at the moment

Ah don’t think ah wus ever meant to be happy... dinnae think that wus the goal for ma life from day one. Making other folk happy seems to be my purpose in life. No wonder am so miserable.

Ah think I’ll move to London. Though, I’d be moving solely in the hope some youth, some f__kin’ wannabe grime music artist stabs me. But then that’d likely back fire on me as soon as start a confrontation and they hear me shouting in ma Scotch accent, taunting them. “Mon then pal... f__kin’ chib...

Awww.... fuck off ! You cannae cope ?! How tha fuck d’ye think we’ve felt for the last 3 fuckin’ years !? Aw, that’s right, you’re incapable o’ actually comprehending how everyone else feels. It’s aw aboot you, innit? Remember when you hus’nae the nerve to call me overly dramatic for saying ah...

Well, today wus... interesting. First ma oldest niece, who’s 4 years old, comes upstairs to show me a video on her wee tablet. Which turned oot tae be this... :LOL::cool: She asks if I’ve heard it, to which ah respond telling her that I had and that I’ve got that AC/DC album of the same...

Yeah, my anxiety does the same to my mindset at time. It doesn’t exactly help that my mother can be quite a negative person. Yeah, it did actually. I’m a lot more steady and balanced on my feet than I used to be. No, it wasn’t. Used have frequent sleepless nights because of the back issues I...

“Why ye being like this? Stop it !!” See instead of asking yer kids to justify their bad behaviour and shouting at them for it, d’ye no think ye might want to take a different approach? Just saying... y’know they’re not old enough to give you that kinda explanation you want to hear, right...

Thanks lily. :);)(y)

I really need tae git back intae the swing o’ things... Been so bored n’ pissed off, lately. :mad: Though, ah‘ve got a rough drum arrangement idea for that metal riff, using this song by Trivium as a point o’ reference. Also, just discovered this MIDI Guitar software by Jam Origin which I’m...

Oh, I can relate, somehow. Not that I’m used having a negative mindset, I just got used to being told negative things about myself by my family. Leg lifts I did laying down on my back, initially, in the days after my operation . The knee bends started that way to, but I eventually started...

My mother keeps going on about running away... She’s said this day in day oot fur the past 2 years. And she’s yet tae actually f__k off. Despite me actively encouraging her to do so ! Aye sure, why no, eh? I’d happily f__k off tae Orkney or somewhere else in Scottish Highlands. Or a big, f__k...

Not having much luck in terms of either of those, lily :( I feel like crap, lately. And I’m stay awake at night, due to feeling knackered most of the days. Because my older sister and nieces come n’ visit often, and it always me who get left with the responsibility o’ looking after the kids. :mad:

Pissed off... Ah never git left alone when my nieces come n’ visit. :mad: Cuz apparently it’s quite buckin’ hilarious, that between the old yin, the moody yin, and the crippled yin, my nieces prefer spending time wae me (the cripple) than their granny or own mother ! :confused: Though ah dinnae...

Can’t rely on you for anything. Excuses every-f__kin’-time. What ? Asking you to help me is too much, is it? Oh, but you’ll f__kin’ come running when it yer daughters asking anything of ya, won’t ya? You’ll do anything for them. Me? Am the f__kin’ afterthought. The yin you claim to get along...

Thanks, Loyal. ;)(y) I appreciate hearing that because I do struggle with 2nd guessing myself a lot of the time. Would've been handy if ye could've gave me a tip, though. :LOL: Cuz I've hit a wall with that metal riff. Ah mean, ah know kinda what I want the guitar to do, it's just what the...

Getting kinda pissed off that my nieces keep coming upstairs to my room and mess about on my electronic drum kit, even though it’s unplugged. And, every time I’m told: “Graeme, look...!!” The youngest of the two, who I think might already have the coordination down despite her age, stops playing...