Recent content by slowmotiondaydream

Hello people, I've never done this before but I'm putting myself out there, I've been on this website for years and a took a year off thinking I finally sorted my life out.. not quite in the end. I'm one of those girls who like other girls and live in Australia. I would honestly love to met...

I found a job (that I hate, but it's good money) I've moved out of the house but I'm the loneliest I've ever been. I still have the desire to go out but I havnt got anyone to do it with. Just when I had my life back on track.. Now I find myself crying everyday as if I've fallen back into...

I wouldn't mind meeting up with people from around the syd area? it would be nice to meet someone of the same kind

how does one SA SP sufferer get over a broken heart? for so many years you yearn for love and affection till it appeared, it just dangles above you till it get snatched away from you again. the hardest part is that someone automatically filled in the position straight away. it hurt both the ego...

i just had to create another thread.. thanking you all SOOOO much for all you're wishings. i literally woke up just now and jumped on spw and laughed to myself out of joy. if we all were physically close to each other i'd have made a party and invited you all =) you've made my day :)

i havn't been on this site for about 2 months.. but having the pressure to celebrate my birthday reminds me of how much of a sa suffer i really am.. specifically social phobia. i've got the usual wishings on facebook from people telling me i should get drunk and celebrate on the weekend...

Would you rather have loved and lost, than never have loved at all? .. i know it's the experienced to have loved and be loved in return. but why go through the pain though when it's over? i've felt misery with no one in my life and have felt the pain of loosing someone i was wholeheartedly in...

today being christmas day, where else could i have possibly sent it then infront of the computer. this year of all years has been the hardest and i don't know why. i wasn't looking forward to christmas and now that it's finally here i felt like crying through out the entire day. i don't know how...

today i went out in the afternoon to meet a friend, got dressed as you would and decided to put this top on with faded black pictures of roses on it (which looked rather nice but i don't usually wear things with patterns on it.. mainly just plain coloured tops) i walked out to catch a train to...

uni has finished and it's the start of the holidays till the end of february .. i've always hated uni but now im depressed because there isn't anything to occupy my time anymore. it'll only be me and my computer for the next 3 months *sigh

last night i was in the backseat of car with a friend of mine drinking, while her bro in law was driving us somewhere. friend said something about me, using my name to her bro inlaw, bro in law said 'who's .. (my name)? i was alittle offended because i've known him for a while. then friend said...

i wish there was something out there to take that would make a person 'more interesting' in conversations and more confident to speak up in conversations. someone that would search for hours on fb to find you after theyve met you for the very first time. someone that thinks about you when you...

30minutes on a treadmill and i feel ontop of the world (unfortunately for a brief period only). endorphins really do make you happy :)

i'm a girl .. it's not the best of things to be gay/lesbian with sp :( thought i'd ask. i wouldnt mind talking to someone like me. :)

hey guys .. recently ive become really antisocial and it's starting to affect my mood negatively :( im in sydney, does anyone else want to meet up? really out of my comfortzone but you only live once so ive taken on the habit of thinking.