Sinar_Matahari

Oh yes! Thats was always one of my faveourites too! Really love the emotion in it. I think its one they don't do live much at all.

No problem.

I thought I’d friended you a long time ago, actually.

Thanks Serafina I am sure we will have a uforgetable day

Ok, but only if you send me clips of your yoga workout

I'm afraid that would only get me into more trouble.

Sorry 'bout the popsicle. You should work on your gag reflex.

Yeah, I agree. I often have unique insight into things, so I'm pretty valuable. I definitely think more people should listen to what I have to say. Naw, j/k. haha.

But yeah, like I said before, you always post worthwhile stuff, and obviously others agree. Spending as little time as possible on here is probably a good thing for one's personal mental health, but hopefully you stick around for a while.

Naw, it just means what you post here matters to other people. That's pretty good validation.

As for spending too much time here, I'm pretty sure my post count rate is higher than yours... except I only have one green square. What's up with that, I tell you? I guess scary skull avatar beats cute asian bunny avatar. What a crock... ::

Edit: YUP! 1.8 vs 2.5 posts per day. *cries* I'm a LOSER! Agh...

It's the eye of a giant octopus, taken from this pic:

Dang. Look at you with your 2 green squares in your rep! I didn't even know that was possible... I think you're the only person on this board with 2 green squares. I wonder if 2 red squares is possible. haha.

Aw. Just hang in there; something will turn up.

I actually quit my job about 3 months ago, so I'm in the same boat as you. It's been tough finding new work, and in retrospect, I obviously didn't think things through too well. haha. Sometimes I do think I'm nuts, or maybe I just can't live without conflict and a tinge of despair in my days... haha.

Anyway, being jobless sucks. And everyday I've gone without working is another day my self-esteem takes a hit. And then of course, with my lowered self-esteem, it just makes it that much harder to find new work (or even leave the apartment). It's a sucky cycle. Plus, I think I've lost a lot of brain cells since I quit. I feel myself getting stupider and less able to form cogent thoughts; I'm not even kidding. Is that possible? Some days I pretty much feel like that monkey in your avatar. haha.

Hang in there, Serafina. It's still tough goings finding a job out there. It's not just you.

Also, maybe you're applying for work that you're overqualified for? I've done that in the past on dozens of jobs, and never got calls back. I think employers want to hire people who want to make a career out of whatever job they're offering, vs hiring someone who just wants to use the job as a stopgap or temp gig and will probably be onto bigger/better things within the year.

Also, those psychological tests some companies make you take when you turn in your application or during the interview are bogus. haha. Back in the day when I worked at a grocery store, I took one for fun (I'd already been working there for like 2 years), and I got redflagged (basically that meant I wasn't hireable). ::

haha. np. Hope you're feeling better today.

haha. Awesome! I knew there was good chemistry between us, but I never imagined to what extent!!!!

Now what to do with your rather large, scary looking significant other... Hmm... j/k. haha. ::

Hey Serafina. How have you been? Sorry for replying so late, but I just haven't been in a very talkative (or thinking haha) mood lately.

And yeah, old men are gross. The way dudes think doesn't really change from when they hit puberty to when they die. I'm also not sure what's up with the whole Asian fetish thing, either. People are just f***ing idiots: I've noticed fewer and fewer people are even trying to even act decent nowadays.

Hahaha THE musician? Perhaps, but add the word struggling! hahaha. And yes, that would be ideal! hahaha.

Haha so do I! Although I can sometimes create things (although finishing them is a different matter haha), and like it, I usually end up feeling its not as good/original as other things I admire haha. Although I guess SOAD are original in the way that its different things put together, so I guess doing that doesn't feel too impossible to me. But finding the right things that haven't been put together before and making it work is tough! haha. As for you you could always learn an instrument yourself if you think you'd enjoy it! Its never too late, and you're still young anyway! haha.

Thank you- it's merely one of many talents :]

Hahaha yes definitely! haha. It sounds like he uses that way singing a lot even in SOAD, that's probably one thing that makes it sound.....strange haha.

Ah yes, thanks, that is interesting! I knew he'd done a solo thing before but haven't really heard much yet. I should check it out. haha