Hi, thanks. I just had my second lesson last night. It's about the only time i am free from the thoughts as i am too busy concentrating on the lesson and it's physically intense.
yeah i just wish there were people irl, who understood me as well as ppl on the net. maybe it's just easier for ppl on the web to open up, because there is little in the way of inhibitions. i guess i need this support from time to time.
yeah that's true. i guess i have matured emotionally over the past year or so, and i don't become so embroiled in negative things that often. but it still happens once in a while though. speaking to ppl on the net i feel has helped me keep my sanity tbh. i guess i'm so isolated irl, that i need some form of human contact. so to me i know i'm talking to ppl who do care, coz if they didn't they wouldn't make the effort to share in conversation.
yeah thanks. i do have some good friends on this site and it does make up for being so isolated in real life. but sometimes these feelings just take over you and you can't really control it. i guess when you have nothing to do, you start focusing on negative things. but thanks for the support. just like any support i get on the net, esp this site, it means a lot.
hey, thanks. don't worry though, i go through these phases and i come out of them. just had a rare day out today and i felt a little depressed about not having any1 in my life. but i'll get over it... hope you feel better too. boredom sucks.
You should hun i think it would really suit your skin.
I always have spray tans or sunbed (only cos i get it free lol) so when i wear makeup i normally only wear it on my eyes. sometimes i wear bronzer though.
I finished work at 3 today and im getting paid til 5 so im happy about that. we had a new girl start training today and on monday she will actually do some work, i can tell we aint going to get on. she thinks she is a model or something lol
Hope you had a good day
i am a beautician lol i do nails eyebrows bikini spray tans ect... its hard work to be honest, i always thought it would be easy. and pampering other people all the time is just draining. I wish i could be pampered lol
Im good thanks hun, i only just got home from work. normally i work 9-5 but i worked till 7 today because there was 15 girls booked in. sometimes my boss stays open when there is lots of business still about lol x hope your well
im feeling better today thanks hun
ive just made chicken salad with low-fat dressing for me and my sister for tea. with water.
im having a healthy day today lol