Pink_Paula

Yeah, I know. It's an almost instinctive feeling. Pity I can't control how I feel. That would have been pretty cool!

Haha it's okay, but I understand what you mean about the drunken thing.

I can never understand how people do fine without meat, for example my friends don't eat meat, or good healthy food yet she is more well than me. It's like I need to take them otherwise I don't get the supplements I need. I'm not sure what nuts do though :S

Oh you live in London? I sometimes visit there a few times a year, I know my way round pretty well (well central London that is). I think my ideal of traveling is probably off into the countryside, mountains, forest, far from humans lol. Be part of nature more haha - lame as it sounds.

I know what you mean, except this person has depression so I guess you can't help it when they get emotional.

Hmm maybe, although I think it's stress and lack of nutrition... I'm not very good at cooking a balance meal due to financial difficulties (too poor to buy good food - particular red meat xD)

Yes I actually plan to travel a bit after my exams (and avoid going home too soon), though I'm not sure how a bouts to plan it. I wanna hike, but I have no experience in it... Or I want to grab a bike and cycle with no sense of direction... It'd be fun but dangerous. Yes I might go to the seaside this week. I just don't know where I wanna go.. Hmm..

Hi, yeah it's good. How's the yoga going? I've heard it's strenous. In the karate class we do stretching excercises for the legs untill i'm almost screaming in pain lol! But pushing the body is the only way. I'm trying to get the motivation o work out at home too.

I didn't go, apparently there was an awkward atmosphere in there (someone was crying)...

I spent about 3-4 hours studying today and I felt dizzy, I'm not sure why. :/ Though I've been dying to go for a small trip to the seaside and get away from studying, in the morning, I packed everything up, even had a bus timetable ready with some reading books, but I felt fatigued so I never managed. Ugh. I've been dying to go travel somewhere alone, is that weird? People I know think it's a little strange lol.

YouTube - Nightcore - Another Night aww pinky poos asleep sucking her thumb on her little pink pillow

I'm pretty bad, but what's new
I rly appreciate u caring

aww thx paula
how have u been?

Yeah I understand, though I remember sometimes it would go on for days...

I have an Art history exam in a few weeks, but we always have to keep on top of our studio work everyday - I study Art. I like studying, but not this amount lol. Do you go to school, or finished?

Probably will turn out that way lol, though to be honest I don't really want to go, I'm so tired as I did some exercise today. But I have to make some form of effort as it's a birthday party. I prefer my nights in. ^^ I'd rather party when the exams are over.

Lol that's okay, though nothing to blush about really. But the bunny is called Wiz, here's a cool analysis of him: http://farm4.static.flickr.com/3626/3333338575_df869c7803.jpg

Aww that's good! Whenever you're depressed, try to distract yourself from the thoughts, like listen to happy music, or watch a good dvd... Or even take a good walk. That always helped me.

As for me, I feel a little down and stressed out due to the realisation of the amount of work and studying I need to do. Other than that I'm fine thank you :] I have a party to go to in a few hours, though I'm so tired, I don't think I'd stay that long..

Btw do you watch anime? Because I know the bunny from your icon lol.

No problem, if you ever need someone to talk to, I'm here. Are you feeling better now?

I hope youre ok hun x

*hug* Everything will be fine, I hope you'll feel better x

Haha, now I have enough hugs for a month

I feel the same =)

Thank you. I honestly really appreciate that. I'll think about it, but I probably won't do it. It's hard to change your personality in a heartbeat, unfortunately.

Anyway, though, I'm off to sleep now so...Goodnight.

You're so nice I will if I have to. You can do the same of course. ..::Hugs::.. ^_^

You are from Islington? I go to a sixth form in Islington....

I live near Islington, but I'm not saying exactly where.

oh and thanks for the offer, but I don't think that would be necessary. Well...Maybe it will be, but I'm really not used to venting to people, so I can't promise anything.::

Hey Paula, thank you for your comment. I think I'll be able to get through it and move on =)

I'm alright, thanks. Feeling a lot better than earlier on.

How about you?