Pink_Paula

How's the collecting going pink?

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Thanks Paula. Sorry for going a little nuts on you with my rant. Quite embarrassing :: I didn't know what else to do.

well tell him to take it off its annoying having to scroll 1000 meters just to write on here lolz

whats up with your page ? its like 20 times bigger than its sopposed to be lol

I guess that's what it's all about. A feeling of comfort, safety and actually enjoying what you're doing. At least you get that here at SPW. Everybody here does seem very nice, and supportive, too.

Sure we want what we cannot have, but there's always working towards it.
It's 'easier' to be negative in general I suppose, because then you don't expect anything of yourself. I try to make sure I have more self belief, that I really can do anything I put my mind towards - even if it does take a long time to achieve. Everybody's different. Everybody has also fallen at hurdles when trying to get somewhere, so don't be put off if you have to pick yourself back up. It's all character development and personality building experience, in my eyes. It will make you stronger, however cliche that may sound.

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yeah i was wondering if you knew where to find those hidden stickers, coz i'm missing one. but no problems. i really missed those sticker books, the last one i had was in 98. man, 12 years have passed, can't really believe it. yep living with sp is a really tough test of character. good luck with filling your album...

yeah I guess. It just feels like living with SP makes you handicapped compared to evey1 else. You have to always play catch up, and no matter how hard you try, it seems you can never be at the same level which every1 else gets to naturally. Anyway I saw your post about the FIFA website being your 'bible'. Are you also playing the virtual sticker album?
(woops sorry, I seemed to have posted this reply to myself) sorry about that!!!

It does make people smile. Who can say no to a hug?

You guessed right. I am a fan What kind of music do you like?

That's nice of you. I think that everybody needs to know somebody like that, like you, who attempts to lift them up, no matter what's going on.

I guess it's perhaps normal to want what we cannot have. What we do have, could well never seem like enough. But when you weigh out the odds, the majority of people have more than they first realised. If you were to compile a list, I'm sure most of us would have just as many positives, as negatives.

Yeah it's good therapy when you are so occupied by the exercise you can't possibly have thoughts. I find that when i am in the karate as soon as it starts it's so intense i have no time to think and therefore i don't even worry that people are judging me...My social anxiety momentarily dissapears for the hour and a half lesson.

Glad you like it.

Your avi is incredibly cute ^^.

Hii, I see, though I think I've been dehydrated these days so it could explain why I'm fatigue. My life has been getting busier these days, everyday passes by so quick, I barely have time for myself, it's horrible... If I take a day out to do nothing, I feel like I wasted a lot of time :/

I don't live anywhere near London, I live near Birmingham (I won't specifically say where), though one day I plan to move to London, I think it'd be so exciting living there, there's so many things to do (though I probably would miss the quietness)... I googled Maldive images, I can see what you mean as secluded! You should've went, looks wonderful.. Where abouts is that?

You're welcome.

I agree. Easier said than done, but things can get too serious. I think people should appreciate what they have, rather than focusing on what they don't. Surely, all of these things can make us smile a little more if we truely realise and appreciate.

Hey pink. I'm doing ok, I guess. Don't feel so lonely any more, coz i've just given up and hopefully saved myself from any further disappointments. Hope you are ok too?

Hey there.
No worries, that's okay. I'm glad I made you smile, it'd be nice if everyone was made to smile a little more often.

hi paula how are you? I'm really in a bad way at the moment and have been for quite a long time now. I suffer from anxiety, depression and have SP all mixed in together. If you want to chat anytime just drop me a line. richard

Aw, now you are just making me blush. I'm not used to people conjugating me with terms such as "hurting" and "caring". It feels kind of strange.

And yes, I definitely agree - things that don't kill you will only make you stronger.

Hm, you must have had it really bad considering the way you describe it. I'm really sorry that you had to go through that. Thankfully, I haven't reached that stage yet.::

As for telling me that I "care", haha - that's a first. I must be moving in positive direction, then.