Recent content by PennyLane

I'm so not in the mood for anyone or anything. My poor flatmate just asked me what she could cook for me leaving meal and im so mean (and its been worrying me so much) I just thought f... it I don't want a blimen meal with people that most of the time I think can't stand me so I said look...

I just heard my flatmate have an extremely normal, mundane conversation on the phone that made me sooo jealous...he was saying, "yeah I'll be there in a bit, I think we're going to the uni bar first then getting some dinner. The game starts at 5 on friday and then we're going out after, you...

Yes its as horrific as the title suggests!

Well my flatmate gave his keys to his sister to stay the night as I think her and 2 friends were going out in the city. So while I was on the phone they came in and I didn't really pay attention as I was in my room chatting. They went out after they had a couple of drinks here but then half an...

I may have just had a little epiphany about my own SA. I was trying to work out what really worries me the most and I decided its that people will think I'm boring! I realised that this might be the biggest part of my SA! Obviously the ironic thing is my SA probably makes me even more boring...

Hey guys, I just did one of those online personality tests. You know the famous Myers Briggs ones. Anyway below is my result. The thing that confused me though, is that how do I know if this is my 'personality' or just my SA, as this is not how I truly see myself!! ISFP Introverted (I) 76.19%...

The title says it all really :)

I'm having the worst day in a long time! Its pretty late sunday night...in fact its really early monday morn over here. I've spent the whole day alone and im running on empty....im seriously wondering how I am going to get up tomorrow. Unfortuantely I have work due in tomorrow and stuff to do...

Hey, heres the thing.. I live with 4 other people and they're nice enough etc, we chat a bit and theres no arguments but im really conscious of the fact that I never go out and have no friends We're all in uni and they go out a lot and have people over and I never do. I had some of the same...

and your not part of it? I was thinking about the really big uni parties...generally on a daily basis I dont have to think everyone is out having fun, but on these nights theres no avoiding it!!!! I know everyone will be there (including my ex boyfriend with all his many friends...who i dont...

If you could do anything with your life at this moment....what would it be???

and is it a symptom of having something else ....or does it cause your other problems? Personally I think i was a very shy child with a shy over protective mum and all my life I was told how quiet I was and mum never really pushed socialising when I was young so it just slowly got worse. I...

I've been wondering why I don't get on with people...putting aside the SA thing for a minute... See sometimes I do speak to people (not often but it does happen) but I must say completely the wrong things.....and I don't seem to know what the right things are!! I've not had an unusual...

I live in Sydney and it was blazing sunshine outside the other day...it was about lunchtime and I had the bed covers over my head to stop the light getting in thinking how much I didn't want to get up....its uni hols so I didn't really need to. Anyway I thought this is so ridiculous...you can't...

Any girls out there find however they're feeling its basically 10 times worse once a month?? Im a nightmare for this...but I don't like to take medication of any kind, even the pill (which i've been told makes a big difference) so im a bit stuck with it. Anyway just wondered if the rest of...