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Hey,your welcome,your normal cross is really nice,id love to get somthing simlar to that at some point.And the smaller one was about an hour and a half,and the bigger one was quite a few hours!Cant remember how long exactly,maybe 4 at the most.

A LOT sooner than i expected! Haha nahh im off drink - just had a lil relapse lastnight which is perfectly understandable.. I'm just spoilin myself watchin' loadsa Skins episodes! I feel like ive woken up from a 2 year nightmare!

Haha. I'm only an arsehole when im drunk - but not confident - waaaay better off without it - though i wont lie - a bottle of mickey finns was consumed tonight but i needed it!
I still have him on my facebook but might delete him soon. I just know she'll be sly and get him to invite me to the engagement party, just to be an evil biiitch!

He was a nice person, once upon a time... I thought stayin' friends with him would eventually cause her to get jealous to the point they break up - but its only made them closer. Thinking of deleting him from facebook. I know she'll only love it but i don't even wanna talk to him. only reason i stayed "friends" was to piss her off. Had low self esteem all my life and they just intensified it! Sucks don't it?!

Theyre 20 and 21 - and have been together 2 years - my parents had me that age! If i was a million times better than them they wouldn't be engaged and i wouldn't be hating myself. Ugh. Making it my mission to be like 6 stone by next year! :-/ Its not that i like him still - not the case at all - its just i feel inhumanly ugly right now.
I'm not moving tomorrow - but i am packing! Hopefully ill have it sorted by the end of the week.
Oh cool - glad you got the picture thing sorted - im crap at explainin things!

Ah its okay - the engagement kinna took my mind off it - Helloooooo depression! though if she utters a word to me, the angers so intense right now that I wont be responsible for my actions...
I'm packing tomorrow though!
I'm not gonna re-do the stairs, she can feck off.. Oh i dunno how to explain the picture uploadin thing but i can do it for ya if you want and send you the link?

It works fine for me! I'm actually furious (major anger issues - takes me hours to calm down.) Go to the "How are you feeling?" thread for more info! The meetup went fairly well. Thank god for Patrick or I'd've been there on me own for hours! The other two were dead cool, and its comforting to know theyre real people and not crazy internet bots used to promote the site!
Howre you? Did ya get the guitar?

I make them out of wood. They start out as the shape on cardboard, then i cut out the basic shape before carving with a knife and finishing off with sandpaper.

no prob! hows it goin? and yup i'm sick

yea im great i did laugh at your message on my visitor page ... funny the things we do when were board isnt it mate

Ah brain fog - had it years so it doesnt really bother mee - though the memory loss is kinna freaky!! Never moving home! I love my mother and all, but she's a nightmare to live with!
Bipolar is where you switch from being really depressed to really elated! Not so sure bout unipolar but i think it can cause you to feel emotionless. Theres a lot more to it though - look em up!!

Hey Johnny, yes your right, it was in American Pie.
I think people can be cured of anxiety, I think anything is possible. If you look around on the internet you'll find success stories. Its tougher if you had it from childhood.. or for a long time. There's a number of factors why people can't cure of it and others can.
I think for you its a good possibility as with myself as well we can overcome it.
Im on Celexa, Ive been taking it since last April. I think its working for me, it hasn't gotten rid of all of the symptoms, but it has some of them. No medicine is going to be a cure all.
And you have to do some of the work as well..medicine alone can't do it all. So its great that your taking classes for your anxiety. Anyway Im going to bed, chat later

Hey! How ya doin'?

Yeh she's been irritating the ****e outta me all day. Complaining that the dryer stopped working when i put clothes into it, accusing me of stealing forks, whinging about money and the fact i lost my keys... blahblahblah.

I decided to feck off to Dunnes for a bit and pick up shopping. When i got back i went to my room and she followed me up seconds later. Started complaining that i left the key in the door (the inside, mind you) and my other housemate couldnt get in so she had to get up off her lazy ass and answer it.
She made a big deal out of it and started patronising me and trying to make me look stupid and feel crap.

Charlene wasn't happy!

I wouldn't take any of it..
Basically told her to get over herself and calm down, but she kept going on and on...
In the end she said somethin like "there's 4 people living in this house", to which i replied; "not for long", and walked into my room!

I'm so proud!

I do not believe I have social anxiety, however I am rather certain I have some form of depression. I am not receiving any "help" for it though. There is no need to apologize.

Hey, thanks for the friend add. I'm getting along all right at best. How about you?

Hey mate theres nothing wrong with calling me hun lol, my name is Judy and Im assuming your name is john..
I kinda figured you may not know what lacrosse is, its a sport where you carry a stick with a net on the handle and you try and get the ball in the net. There's offensive players and defensive players and a goalie. I dare say its like hockey without ice and ice skates lol. Its an okay sport, but I do like hockey better.
Yeah I had a good weekend. And Im doing okay, my anxiety was bad yesterday but today Im better, I have good days and bad days.

therapist rang today said hes puttin off the meetin until thursday next week. something bout numbers of who could turn up.pure annoyin

i really dont know how it happened thats bein honest,i guess it was just a mixture of my mind and my environment.did u get a date for ur classes

same as about 4 years now.i didnt give a **** about being around people as a teenager it was just normal to be around them then.il let you know how i get on

Yes I am 15 years of age. No, I highly doubt I have a bright future ahead of me.