DespairSoul

Thanks, merry christmas!

Hey DespairSoul =),

Wishing you a lovely Christmas too Beauty soul ^_^

Oh, you are such a darling!

Thank you.You are the first person who say this to me.

Happy Holidays, SweetSoul!!

Waah Thank you!!! You too

I think they can be happy because they have a better self esteem, so they know that even if they are not the best looking people, others can like them even so because they are good persons with great personalities... Maybe it is the same for you, but I don't think I am a very good person, and though I know some aspects of my personality can be interesting, I think I am overall unpleasant and boring. That is why I considere I should be amazing looking to allow myself to be in other's company... So at least they would have something pleasant to look at. I am aware of how stupid it sounds...

Hi
My weekend was ok.Today it was awkward in school::.Nice to hear you feel better

Yes,Im happy that it wasnt in the bus how i though first.it was in the floor.So you was feeling ok in the shop?I had times were i was feeling comfortabel in a shop but this happens very rarely.

Hi
I feel really better today because my neighbour found my bus drive card hehe
Im happy about it because I wouldnt know how to get to school next week::

HiI dont want give up with her:/I just cant.There is no other girl I love.I wrote her just what I was doing on the weekend and under it I wrote "have a nice day"What could i ask her?

Hi,thanks for asking.I feel a little better now:/.I dont think I have a chance to be with her together.She is to outgoing and even on the weekend she was on like 2 partys.I dont think she like me that much because she didnt wrote back on my last message.I need to give up and forget girls.

I've been good but concern about me and I haven't go to a club for about a year. Have you been? tell me about you

Well, I haven't been visiting this website. Just once in a while, I have been working on my 2nd album... I'm almost done. It could be on my website this weekend. And I don't create the music, I just mix and remix the music. I love my job. The idea to start selling this mixtapes online was because my dad doesn't want to help me anymore. He said therapy is to expensive. So, I moved on and started doing this. I need at least 2,000 dollars a month to continue with my therapy.

yes,I seen her today in school and now I hate myself because I was not even able to say hi...yes I want die...

Yes,of course I know what you mean.I have the same feelings when im outside but I cant be all the time in the house

ps:she wrote me again back but im scared to even logg in there.I dont know whats wrong with me.

hey,I hope you feel better today

Now a days my dad decided not to pay for my theraphies anymore; So I have to make at least 3,000 dlls a month; my goal is to sell my music and get the money to keep in theraphy because If I don't get rid of these painful disorders. I'm leaving this world.

18 years old: I realized that something was wrong with me. I start reading about psychology, mental illnesses etc. I started taking prozac.

19 years old: I found by my own that I have Major depression disorder and SAD/AvPD. I started, reading self-help books to help me cope with these disorders.

20 and 21 year old: Still finding a solution for these disorders, and changing medications.

22 years old: I started theraphy with a psychiatrist and a psychologist. Medication was changed.