Recent content by DekKO

I haven't posted anything on here since early 2012. Long story short.. I'm still suffering from SA but it's not nearly as bad now that I graduated high school. I had a girlfriend for a year and a half. She broke up with me in July. I loved her to death, but my inner issues just pushed her away...

Well I had do go to my aunt's birthday party tonight which sucks because that means every family member in town is there. After she got done opening presents we all sat down and ate cake and ice cream. Now I've never liked sweets and everyone in family knows that but when everyone were serving...

I haven't posted on here in forever but I thought I would post this. I got membership at the YMCA so I can try to get bigger. I've known for ever that the the main source of my anxiety was me being skinny and uncomfortable in my own skin but I never took action. That's how it goes, you know what...

So at my school there's this guy constantly harassing me. I tried ignoring him but that's no use. I've come to the conclusion that I just need to beat him up. Now I'm very passive but you can only get pushed so far. He's not very big and he's kind of on the chubby side so I know I can do it with...

Well I have to get in front of the class and present to the class my project that we've had to work on for 3 days. The only positive thing is we worked in groups so I won't be the only one talking. That's another problem because this one bitch girl said that my friend and I have to say more...

Have you heard of people who do this? A guy named Danny Wallace did this and it turned his life around. He traveled around the globe and everything. It even inspired the movie "Yes Man." I probably couldn't do it but it would be interesting to see where it would lead someone's life. It...

Today I think I just figured out my problem. We were asked to pair up for some project we were supposed to do for english class. My teacher set me up with this new girl who I have never mets before and she was pretty cute too. You could guess that I was really nervous. When we started doing...

I'm always asked to repeat myself like half of the time I speak. I've always thought it was how I talked until I was alone with a friend and he said he couldn't understand me. My mom even said I speak too loud sometimes so it has to be my way of speaking not my volume. Anyone else have this...

I was taking a trip to the past today and I was thinking about my old girlfriend. I remember at one point in our relationship I was going to her house to meet her parents. I wasn't nervous at all and to tell you the truth I was really looking forward to it. I wasn't thinking about the...

Today was my second day of school and i'm taking this film class. They have to do the news in the morning over the TV and sure enough the teacher made me do it that day. You can only imagine how nervous I was. I didn't really have a panic attack but I was shaking like crazy. When it was...

Today, some relatives were coming over to eat and I don't have a problem wiht that. Well they weren't there yet so I decided to clean my room then as soon as they came in they started eating. I just decided to clean my room first and then eat with them. Well I hear all of them talking about...

I was wondering if it's possible to get rid of SA without pills? I've tried to get rid of it countless times but I usually just go right back to my boring self. I still don't think I should try pills because i'm just 15 and i'm afraid of the side effects. Have you heard of someone who hasn't...

I just noticed yesterday when i'm playing soccer or football my SA sorta goes away. I talk to the other players like i've known them for years and i'm not shy either. Why is this? Is it just adrenaline or is there hope that I can cure my SA? I've only had it for 2 years so there might be a...

When I am talking to a friend or anyone really, everything is going fine and then I say something stupid and they give me a funny look. Then I can't stop thinking about what I said for days! The problem is everyone says something stupid every now and then and forget about it after a few...