Silentknight
Well-known member
Do you want happiness SPW? So you want the secret I've used for years to cope? It is very simple. Be happy.
Cute girl isn't interested? Be happy. Cat dies? Be happy. Fail an exam? Be happy. Just be happy. No matter what happens, tell yourself that. Be happy be happy be happy. Smile as you spend another night alone. When you see the one girl who might have made you happy in the arms of another. Against their lips. Smile
Because the mind is quite a powerful thing. If you keep this up long enough, soon you will truly convince yourself your happy.*You can go to and from school or work or college and no matter what happend that day, you'll still be happy. Only in the early hours of morning will the reality start to sink in, but you can just ignore this. And who's around to see you façade fall at 2 in the morning? No one, because god forbid they see the sad, self-loathing person you are behind the mask. No, mask is not the right word.
Because it is not just the mask of a smile that you keep up, anyone could do that. What this "mind over body" stuff is is true happiness, so long as you do not think about it. You can go about your day and be genuinly happy, with this new cheery demeanour you may find friends, maybe they'll even be a girl who starts to show interest. Your actually happy. Until your at home of course, at 2 in the morning, with no friends or cute girl to keep your mind off itself. That is when you start to remember how sad you are. You have time to think about everything in your life, and you remember why you shouldn't be happy. But of course the next morning comes with a whole new set of distractions and you can feel happy again.
It's 2 in the morning SPW. I feel like dying. * * * * * *** * *
Cute girl isn't interested? Be happy. Cat dies? Be happy. Fail an exam? Be happy. Just be happy. No matter what happens, tell yourself that. Be happy be happy be happy. Smile as you spend another night alone. When you see the one girl who might have made you happy in the arms of another. Against their lips. Smile
Because the mind is quite a powerful thing. If you keep this up long enough, soon you will truly convince yourself your happy.*You can go to and from school or work or college and no matter what happend that day, you'll still be happy. Only in the early hours of morning will the reality start to sink in, but you can just ignore this. And who's around to see you façade fall at 2 in the morning? No one, because god forbid they see the sad, self-loathing person you are behind the mask. No, mask is not the right word.
Because it is not just the mask of a smile that you keep up, anyone could do that. What this "mind over body" stuff is is true happiness, so long as you do not think about it. You can go about your day and be genuinly happy, with this new cheery demeanour you may find friends, maybe they'll even be a girl who starts to show interest. Your actually happy. Until your at home of course, at 2 in the morning, with no friends or cute girl to keep your mind off itself. That is when you start to remember how sad you are. You have time to think about everything in your life, and you remember why you shouldn't be happy. But of course the next morning comes with a whole new set of distractions and you can feel happy again.
It's 2 in the morning SPW. I feel like dying. * * * * * *** * *