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PugofCrydee

You want to know how I got these scars?
My current emotional state has been kept afloat by a sea of humor, religious faith, and support from family/friends. What's going to happen when the sea runs dry? I'll go back to one sorry sack of depressing sh*t again...gawd I hope not.

Isn't cursing again't your religion? ;):praying::giggle:
 

Hot_Tamale

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Isn't cursing again't your religion? ;):praying::giggle:
lol, I'm 50% Irish (real Irish ancestry in fact) in that I can swear like my dead ancestors but my lips never touch a drop of beer. Thankfully I practically never swear outside of the house so that anyone can hear me :giggle:

I hope there isn't an old blood feud between the Scots / Irishmen I'm not aware of.
 

Graeme1988

Hie yer hence from me heath!
lol, I'm 50% Irish (real Irish ancestry in fact) in that I can swear like my dead ancestors but my lips never touch a drop of beer.

F**k off! Sorry, just felt kinda appropriate. :giggle: Don't drink, eh? So, you've never hud the experience of getting wasted at a family gathering while still underage to legally drink, and waking up hungover the next day?

Thankfully I practically never swear outside of the house so that anyone can hear me :giggle:

Same here.

I hope there isn't an old blood feud between the Scots / Irishmen I'm not aware of.

Blood feud? Not that I'm aware of. How, huv you heard something that I haven't? :question:
 

Graeme1988

Hie yer hence from me heath!
:kickingmyself: :crying: :veryangry: Pretty much sums up how I feel, and have done the past couple of months.

There's nae joy in ma life - aside from getting outta the house, and away from the shitehole town I live for a couple hours once or twice a month. That, if I'm lucky.

Otherwise, it's just this empty, boring, dreary f**kin' existence. Same ol' routine - from day to day. My mum telling me what to do, what not to do. Discouraging me for no reason, whatsoever. Telling me I'm always wrong.

Whinging and complaining, as if I'm supposed to huv a shred of sympathy for this wummin when she starts ranting about how shit HER life is. As I should feel sorry for her inability to overcome her own issues. But she makes everything about herself. Zero consideration for me, what I want or how I feel. So... :idontknow:
 

Hot_Tamale

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Blood feud? Not that I'm aware of. How, huv you heard something that I haven't? :question:
I grew up watching a lot of Simpsons and Groundskeeper Willie's enemy is a character named Sheamus, an Irishman. I naturally thought Scots didn't like Irishmen after I saw that Simpsons episode, lol. Allow me to do more research on your homeland, would you. :giggle:

Somewhere along my family tree pints of Guiness and bad hangovers got replaced by Texan and Mexican culture. That means the occassional hunting or fishing trip, Dallas Cowboys gear, tamales, and pinatas just for starters. But the hot tempers? Unfortunately those never go out of style.
 
lol, I'm 50% Irish (real Irish ancestry in fact) in that I can swear like my dead ancestors but my lips never touch a drop of beer. Thankfully I practically never swear outside of the house so that anyone can hear me :giggle:

I was gonna say that you sound like Graeme's mum, in that she swears a lot (if i'm not mistaken), and never drinks alcohol ... but Graeme's already responded to the post...
 
Whinging and complaining, as if I'm supposed to huv a shred of sympathy for this wummin when she starts ranting about how shit HER life is. As I should feel sorry for her inability to overcome her own issues. But she makes everything about herself. Zero consideration for me, what I want or how I feel. So... :idontknow:

I wonder if the song "Sympathy For The Devil" is about what you're talkin aboot?? :question:
 

Graeme1988

Hie yer hence from me heath!
I was gonna say that you sound like Graeme's mum, in that she swears a lot (if i'm not mistaken), and never drinks alcohol ... but Graeme's already responded to the post...

Oh aye. My mum hate booze. Doesn't drink, won't allowed it in the house. That latter rule only applies to me, though. :eek:h:

As for the swearing, only when she in a ready irritated mood or going off on a rant about men and relationships, that's when the language comes out. Aside from that my mum, ironically, hates swearing.
 
In a "f*cked-beyond-words" mood. Might have sth to do with watching a reality tv program on couples. It's probably as i'm frustrated to hell, about having no hope of ever finding a partner; it seems an impossibility for me; i can't even get sex or companionship or anything at all. :kickingmyself:
For most normal people it seems easy: they want sth -> they go out & get it (or get an adequate substitute). For me it's like i have this rock wall preventing me from gaining such things. All i can do is chip away at it, year in year out, with no hope ever of getting thru to the other side. :idontknow:
So i'm just gonna drown my woes in another can of beer tonight, before i go to sleep.
 
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Graeme1988

Hie yer hence from me heath!
Is it normal to become cynical, pessimistic and jaded as f**k as ye approach the big ol' three-oh (30)? Like the bleak, "Everythin' shite!" levels of grumpyness. Cuz I've felt like this since ah wus 12/13.

In other word this:
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I know, it ironic comin' from a guy who's half Scottish. Since pessimism is pretty much instilled in ye from an early age where I'm from.
At least it was with me. :kickingmyself:
 

Graeme1988

Hie yer hence from me heath!
Haha! I hope that's where the similarities end.

That depends... Have you got a recurring of habit mispronouncing certain 3 syllable words, or get someone's name wrong? Then you continue doing it, despite someone, politely, correcting you. If you don't either of these, then the sobriety and not swearing when out in public are the only things you huv in common with my mum.

Oh wait, yin mair thing... D'ye complain endlessly about yer problems, on an almost daily basis, in a self-pitying manner? Doing so in the hope that folk will feel sorry for ya, rather than them pointin' oot the obvious solution.
 

Hot_Tamale

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That depends... Have you got a recurring of habit mispronouncing certain 3 syllable words, or get someone's name wrong? Then you continue doing it, despite someone, politely, correcting you. If you don't either of these, then the sobriety and not swearing when out in public are the only things you huv in common with my mum.

Oh wait, yin mair thing... D'ye complain endlessly about yer problems, on an almost daily basis, in a self-pitying manner? Doing so in the hope that folk will feel sorry for ya, rather than them pointin' oot the obvious solution.
I certain'y cannae say I do in fact. Mah sympathies go out t' you for those personality traits that annoy you so much.
 

Graeme1988

Hie yer hence from me heath!
Can't sleep - f**k! :kickingmyself:

That's the downside of attending heavy metal concerts, yer hyped for days afterwards. Blasting yer collection of Iron Maiden live albums on the stereo at full volume, 11 o'clock in the morning - with added bass and EQ - like yer still at the f**kin' gig. :bigsmile:
 

GraybeardGhost

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Sad tonight, for myself and for a friend. Every inhalation fills my chest with a sorrowful ache. How much longer can I continue with this leaden despair weighing me down? Should I even try? I see flickers of hope, like fireflies in the night, but they die out as quickly as they arise. Then all is dark and bleak again, and I am alone with the relentless ache in my chest and the knowledge that it will be with me always, until I am no more.
 

PugofCrydee

You want to know how I got these scars?
disappointed.

At logging on to see 'last post's' 4 hours ago..16 hours ago.. 12 hours ago...2 days ago..

I guess that means everyone else here has more of a life than I do
 
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