Right now I'm 19. I constantly have suicidal thoughts but I'm not actively suicidal. I just know that one day I will kill myself. I just can't ever see myself as a weak old woman with wrinkles and health problems. I don't want to be old. The thought of being elderly is just too depressing.
I'm already sick of life. I don't find enjoyment in anything, I have no social life, no job, depressed. I have no real work skills, so if my writing and singing career plans don't work out, MY LIFE IS OVER. Really, there is nothing else.
The thought of spending the next 60 years struggling with anxiety, boredom and depression is just too much.
I'm already sick of life. I don't find enjoyment in anything, I have no social life, no job, depressed. I have no real work skills, so if my writing and singing career plans don't work out, MY LIFE IS OVER. Really, there is nothing else.
The thought of spending the next 60 years struggling with anxiety, boredom and depression is just too much.