How are you feeling?

Phoenixx

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Tired, but I really feel like changing my Tumblr. That alone takes me at least over an hour.

Sleep? Or Tumblr? Such a difficult decision.

Oh, I'm also feeling a tad guilty. I came back from school early for once this week, that was nice. I had lots of time where I could've finished my project and then get started on some new ideas for my next one. What did I do? Sat on the computer, did nothing but eat all day, and took a nap. :rolleyes:
 

DeadmanWalking

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Tired, but I really feel like changing my Tumblr. That alone takes me at least over an hour.

Sleep? Or Tumblr? Such a difficult decision.

Oh, I'm also feeling a tad guilty. I came back from school early for once this week, that was nice. I had lots of time where I could've finished my project and then get started on some new ideas for my next one. What did I do? Sat on the computer, did nothing but eat all day, and took a nap. :rolleyes:

I see that I really am going to have to come up there and light a fire under you Phoenixx::p:.
 

MikeyC

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I'm feeling kinda lonely. I know I have alot of great friends on here, though. :)
Sorry to hear you're lonely. I'm always here for you.

Tonight's being especially lonely... I don't even know why, it's just a stupid feelings and I can't control it.

I admire the people out there who are strong enough to live being alone and even being happy with it... I need people, and I have no one, because no one ever wanted to be around me... I'm repulsive. I'm really tired of trying to prove differently and I always fail and fail again. I'm so tired... I'm doing a lot of things to try to change my life for better and nothing is working in the tiniest bit.. I have no hope left.
As Srijita pointed out, we all need people in our lives, even if we say we really don't. You're doing a lot of things to change your life and that is a good start. The problem is that there's no quick-fix - everything takes time to work and that's probably what's happening to you: lots of effort with minimal results at the moment. Keep at it and you'll be okay. :)

Well in my english class we're beginning our final project which we will work on throughout the whole year and its worth literally 50% of my mark. Its basically your life story from when you were born right up until the present.

Now im wondering what should I do for it. Should I fib and write of a happy go lucky child growing up in a world full of chocolate and rainbows, or should I tell the truth and write about how most of my memories as a child were of sadness and terribly dark thoughts,the bullying and therapy,Feeling like a freak at even a young age,how SA has plagued me and so on. I hate opening up so I dont even know if I could do it if I wanted to. I dont know:confused:
If you don't want to reveal too much, lie. Seriously just lie through your teeth. It sucks your teacher has made you do such a thing.
 

Shyangel

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Thanks, Shy, that's very kind of you. I'm surviving, which is the best thing right now. I just bought some chocolate so I think I'm set for now. :)


LOL

Alright, if you say so, but I've been told I'm awesome company by my imaginary friend. So, your totally missing out. Were doing manny petties. ::p:

Beats your chocolate any day. Xp

^.^ I'm glad you got something to spoil yourself, Mikey, hopefully it helps you feel better.
 

DeadmanWalking

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Alright, if you say so, but I've been told I'm awesome company by my imaginary friend. So, your totally missing out. Were doing manny petties. ::p:

Beats your chocolate any day. Xp

Mani-pedis?! Why didn't you tell me? I'll be right over::p:! Do we get to talk about male heartthrobs and our crushes and do whatever girls do at sleepovers;)?
 

MikeyC

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Alright, if you say so, but I've been told I'm awesome company by my imaginary friend. So, your totally missing out. Were doing manny petties. ::p:

Beats your chocolate any day. Xp

^.^ I'm glad you got something to spoil yourself, Mikey, hopefully it helps you feel better.
Your imaginary friend sounds like a reliable source so I'll take her word for it! Nothing beats my chocolate. I already ate half of it and I...well, no, I don't feel any better. Oh, well. At least I'm eating something delicious. :)
 

Shyangel

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Your imaginary friend sounds like a reliable source so I'll take her word for it! Nothing beats my chocolate. I already ate half of it and I...well, no, I don't feel any better. Oh, well. At least I'm eating something delicious. :)

She's really smart, she went to Harvard. So, yeah.:cool:
Don't try and get sick now, Mikey....I'm one to talk, eating cake and what not at 2 in the morning, but still!!

Well, it's still nice you got to eat something you enjoy.:)
I personally, really need to stop eating all this junk.
One day it will come back to get me. lol
 

MikeyC

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She's really smart, she went to Harvard. So, yeah.:cool:
Don't try and get sick now, Mikey....I'm one to talk, eating cake and what not at 2 in the morning, but still!!

Well, it's still nice you got to eat something you enjoy.:)
I personally, really need to stop eating all this junk.
One day it will come back to get me. lol
Best time to eat cake, in my opinion!

Yeah, my bad eating will come back to bite me, too. In fact, it already has. I'm a whale, haha. You're fine, though. :)
 

Shyangel

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Mani-pedis?! Why didn't you tell me? I'll be right over::p:! Do we get to talk about male heartthrobs and our crushes and do whatever girls do at sleepovers;)?

I was just about to text you. Everyone knows there isn't a slumber party without Deadman.;) Of course!! I'm even gonna pull out the Twister mat! Were really gonna get Mikey upset he didn't come!! lol
 
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Shyangel

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Best time to eat cake, in my opinion!

Yeah, my bad eating will come back to bite me, too. In fact, it already has. I'm a whale, haha. You're fine, though. :)

I know, screw those health experts! They have no ideaa!::p:


No, Mikey, you are doing fine. Appearance isn't something you need to worry about.:)
 
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