How are you feeling?

[MikeyC]

I feel a little lonely.....

Aw, that sucks. I get that from time to time and it's not a good feeling at all. I'm here if you want to chat to me.

It was a mind blowingly awesome concert!!!

You should of seen, Mikey, on the air drums!

Next time you could you could join in and play the air bass?

Yeah, we need a bass guitarist for sure. Come on, Srijita! You know you want to join our awesome band.

 

[Aletheia]

it would be so much easier if i was an unfitted deer then i'would just be eatn by a lion.

::

......

 

[this_portrait]

I'm so exhausted. I just spent the past 2.5 hours shooting photos for my senior project (let's not even talk about how long editing is going to take), and I'm not entirely sure how I feel about their quality.

 

[Srijita52]

Aw, that sucks. I get that from time to time and it's not a good feeling at all. I'm here if you want to chat to me.


Yeah, we need a bass guitarist for sure. Come on, Srijita! You know you want to join our awesome band.

Thanks Mikey, that's very kind of you to say
Oohh! I sure do!!
*jumps in with an air bass*

 

[MikeyC]

So I had my therapy session today and I told her about my Australia Day and all that. She seemed sad for me that it went so sour. Anyway, it was a good session but I noticed she yawned a couple of times. I know it's nothing and it was an overcast, dull day and we're sitting in a room but still it doesn't make me comfortable.

At work this afternoon there were a couple of kids hanging around that wanted to chat to me and that made me anxious because they're not very sensible and I was hoping they weren't going to annoy me too much, which they didn't, thankfully.

I come home and my parents tell me that my grandmother is probably never coming out of hospital. There are sores on her legs that are not healing, she's so confused she can't tell day from night and she's constantly in pain. There's talk of amputation of her leg but at her age and fragility I can't imagine she'll last much longer after that. I think she'll die sometime this year and there's nothing I can do about it, which upsets me.

I jump on Facebook and two replies to other statuses go completely ignored. Like they're not even there and I don't exist.

Looks like tonight the little things are going to annoy me.... I really need to tune my brain, and I hate that such insignificant things play on my mind but they do.

 

[How_slow_the_Wind]

So I had my therapy session today and I told her about my Australia Day and all that. She seemed sad for me that it went so sour. Anyway, it was a good session but I noticed she yawned a couple of times. I know it's nothing and it was an overcast, dull day and we're sitting in a room but still it doesn't make me comfortable.

At work this afternoon there were a couple of kids hanging around that wanted to chat to me and that made me anxious because they're not very sensible and I was hoping they weren't going to annoy me too much, which they didn't, thankfully.

I come home and my parents tell me that my grandmother is probably never coming out of hospital. There are sores on her legs that are not healing, she's so confused she can't tell day from night and she's constantly in pain. There's talk of amputation of her leg but at her age and fragility I can't imagine she'll last much longer after that. I think she'll die sometime this year and there's nothing I can do about it, which upsets me.

I jump on Facebook and two replies to other statuses go completely ignored. Like they're not even there and I don't exist.

Looks like tonight the little things are going to annoy me.... I really need to tune my brain, and I hate that such insignificant things play on my mind but they do.

Life can surely be difficult sometimes.
It's terrible when your encountering a major stressor, and to top it all off, experience other annoyances that just pile on the anxiety.

Hope for the best for you and your grandmother

 

[Illusions]

Feeling fine. But a tad hungry (what I'd give to be able to eat as much as I want...)

 

[Nanita]

So I had my therapy session today and I told her about my Australia Day and all that. She seemed sad for me that it went so sour. Anyway, it was a good session but I noticed she yawned a couple of times. I know it's nothing and it was an overcast, dull day and we're sitting in a room but still it doesn't make me comfortable.

I remember one therapist I had, she sometimes yawned. Felt very strange. Of course she is just a human being and she gets tired as well as everybody else, but still...feels weird.

I come home and my parents tell me that my grandmother is probably never coming out of hospital. There are sores on her legs that are not healing, she's so confused she can't tell day from night and she's constantly in pain. There's talk of amputation of her leg but at her age and fragility I can't imagine she'll last much longer after that. I think she'll die sometime this year and there's nothing I can do about it, which upsets me.

Sorry to hear about your grandmother ::
My grandmother (who I never met in person and she past away 5 years ago) she had big sores on her leg, she actually took some photos of the sores and send them to me.. She never got to the point where she was confused or senile. It´s sad when people become like that.
My father is getting a little senile. He is not the same person he used to be. Which I feel frustrated about, but in a way it seems that this makes it easier for him getting older, because his mind is sort of light and he doesn´t worry so much about small or big things, and he can just "have fun" or be entertained watching tv or whatever he likes.

 

[Nanita]

Just had a wee discussion with my mum and she has suggested, as an aside to getting therapy, that I try Transcendental Meditation. Now, not that I'm against it, I'm just wonder if it'll be beneficial to overcoming my SA and depression.

I heard many great things of Transcendental meditation and I would like to try it myself, but haven´t been able to afford it.

 

[Graeme1988]

I heard many great things of Transcendental meditation and I would like to try it myself, but haven´t been able to afford it.

Same here. My mum also suggested I take up a hobby I've not done for awhile - art being the most obvious one. But my confidence in my creative abilities is pretty much non-existent at the moment. And I can't seem to focus, I mean, most ideas sound good and interesting, but that's about it...

Still, I need to stop procrastinating and make that therapy appointment. Though, I'm unsure how it's going to go.

 

[JMiller]

I was feeling good when I got up this morning; It was a nice sunny day, but now that reality starts to set in I'm worried about my future and all the hoops I have to motivate myself to jump through, just to get by in life.

 

[Graeme1988]

Happy, for now. Seeking solace in listening and watching a lot of stand-up comedy, comedy films and sitcoms. Laughter is the best medicine as they say.

 

[lunatik]

I feel extremely dead.
I'm new here and I know it's not a good introduction but the truth is that I've searched "nobody to talk to" on google, and I ended up registering this site. that's all. I'm lonelier than ever in my life and I'm just 20...
I feel dead and I'm tired of crying for hours and hours before sleep and now I feel a damned emptiness in my heart...

 

[Iluv]

I feel extremely dead.
I'm new here and I know it's not a good introduction but the truth is that I've searched "nobody to talk to" on google, and I ended up registering this site. that's all. I'm lonelier than ever in my life and I'm just 20...
I feel dead and I'm tired of crying for hours and hours before sleep and now I feel a damned emptiness in my heart...

Hi welcome to the forum lunatik. Reading I noticed a little bit of myself in your introduction. I used to feel dead, like I wasn't actually 'living' but I realized some people have different definitions of that. Everybody lives but what you want is to live a happy life, is it really going out to parties and getting drunk and falling over? No it's not, living is when you find happiness and are comfortable with yourself. I'm always here to talk if you need to.

 

[coyote]

I feel extremely dead.
I'm new here and I know it's not a good introduction but the truth is that I've searched "nobody to talk to" on google, and I ended up registering this site. that's all. I'm lonelier than ever in my life and I'm just 20...
I feel dead and I'm tired of crying for hours and hours before sleep and now I feel a damned emptiness in my heart...

Hi, and welcome to the forum.

 

[Nanita]

I feel extremely dead.
I'm new here and I know it's not a good introduction but the truth is that I've searched "nobody to talk to" on google, and I ended up registering this site. that's all. I'm lonelier than ever in my life and I'm just 20...
I feel dead and I'm tired of crying for hours and hours before sleep and now I feel a damned emptiness in my heart...

Good that you came here.
I also cry , and feel emptiness and all that jazz

 

[MikeyC]

Life can surely be difficult sometimes.
It's terrible when your encountering a major stressor, and to top it all off, experience other annoyances that just pile on the anxiety.

Hope for the best for you and your grandmother

Yeah, it's not good. Of course, when one bad thing happens, I usually see the bad in subsequent scenarios, so I don't really help my own cause sometimes!

Thanks, I hope she gets better.

I remember one therapist I had, she sometimes yawned. Felt very strange. Of course she is just a human being and she gets tired as well as everybody else, but still...feels weird.

I'm putting it down to the day it was. I hope it's not just me that she yawns to! At least you can relate to the awkwardness.

Sorry to hear about your grandmother ::
My grandmother (who I never met in person and she past away 5 years ago) she had big sores on her leg, she actually took some photos of the sores and send them to me.. She never got to the point where she was confused or senile. It´s sad when people become like that.
My father is getting a little senile. He is not the same person he used to be. Which I feel frustrated about, but in a way it seems that this makes it easier for him getting older, because his mind is sort of light and he doesn´t worry so much about small or big things, and he can just "have fun" or be entertained watching tv or whatever he likes.

Sorry to hear about your father. It's a gradual slide and his senility will probably get worse and worse. Sure, he can be entertained now but still, what happens in a few years? Hopefully nothing but you never know. I hope the best for you and him.

 

[polishgirl]

I'm feeling... weird. I just can't describe this. I feel worst than ever, stupider than ever, more unattractive than ever, lonelier than ever; and yet I don't care that much. It's like there is some big whole in me, I feel empty. I hate this.

I feel extremely dead.
I'm new here and I know it's not a good introduction but the truth is that I've searched "nobody to talk to" on google, and I ended up registering this site. that's all. I'm lonelier than ever in my life and I'm just 20...
I feel dead and I'm tired of crying for hours and hours before sleep and now I feel a damned emptiness in my heart...

Don't worry, how do you think most of us got here? Out of loneliness. I myself typed more or less the same thing.
But why do you feel this way? Has something bad happened recently?
And welcome to the forum!

 

[KiaKaha]

I have a problem, and its verry frustrating. Its far too complicated and boring to type out... I just wish to express my worry and impatience.

 

[coyote]

I have a problem, and its verry frustrating. Its far too complicated and boring to type out... I just wish to express my worry and impatience.

i just want you to know

if it has to do with Kim Kardashian

i'm sure things will work out for her