That's fantastic news, dottie.feeling grateful which equates happiness.
so something bad happened but i prepared for it by having an emergency fund. i'll pull through. people have come together to help me. strangers (STRANGERS!!) from my temp agency volunteered to give me a ride to and from work today. tomorrow a coworker will give me a ride. how kind is that? even phocas from this site volunteered expertise and checked into costs for me (giving me peace of mind). thanks!
i have a job so i will be able to earn money and keep on keeping on!
Why?Pretty crap.
You're not unwanted, sorry you're feeling bad. Hope you cheer up soon ^_^I feel frustrated. Let down almost. I found out my GPA the other and I have yet to actually feel awesome about it. I'm unhappy with everything I do. I hate everything I touch because I feel like no matter what I do, it doesn't matter. I also feel emotionally tired. I feel drained and unwanted.
Sorry to hear that. Hope you feel betterhope
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What's wrong?Pretty crap.
Tired. It's 11:18 here so I'm about to go to bed.
So apparently a good job I applied for has been filled by someone else. I am disappointed and upset, but not surprised. I had a good feeling I wouldn't get it.
Eh, we'll see. I sometimes get the feeling I'll be stuck at my job forever. While it's certainly not terrible, it's nothing great and I feel like a failure.Sorry to hear that Mikey but I hope you get another great job soon![]()
You're definitely not a faliure Mikey. But if you feel like you want to improve maybe you cam identify what you're doing wrong and work in small steps to solve them?Eh, we'll see. I sometimes get the feeling I'll be stuck at my job forever. While it's certainly not terrible, it's nothing great and I feel like a failure.
It's my fault that I'm in this situation, anyway. Thanks for the response, Srijita. You're always so helpful and nice to everyone.
How are YOU?
I don't know what I need to do to improve, and even if I did now I'm a huge prorastinator anyway. Hopefully it'll get sorted in time.You're definitely not a faliure Mikey. But if you feel like you want to improve maybe you cam identify what you're doing wrong and work in small steps to solve them?
Thanks Mikey, its really nice of you to say. I'm not too bad, sort of okay I guess![]()
I don't know what I need to do to improve, and even if I did now I'm a huge prorastinator anyway. Hopefully it'll get sorted in time.
"Not too bad" and "sort of okay I guess" is barely a pass mark.I hope you're alright.
Maybe we just need to kick each other in the bum.I'm a huge procrastinator as well and its causing me a lot trouble atm. But yeah I hope it gets sorted in time too![]()
Maybe we just need to kick each other in the bum.
...er, tomorrow.
Are you still in a fog of anti-depressants? If you feel like you're taking too much you can always try to cut down (under doctor's guidance, of course). Is there anyone you can talk to about what you're going through? It sounds really serious.Today (tomorrow it will be different ) loads of stuff running around like:
Feel I've been really bad and dont deserve to be here; cos of the past: i dont know how to change whats going on now. In the past I took multiple ODs cos i didnt know what else to do I was really really scared. I stopped - stopped paying attention to everything. You can say it was self centred but i didnt care about myself. I was lost in a fog of anti depressants.
I dont know how to fix this
Are you still in a fog of anti-depressants? If you feel like you're taking too much you can always try to cut down (under doctor's guidance, of course). Is there anyone you can talk to about what you're going through? It sounds really serious.
today was one of the worst days ever
wish I had the guts to kill myself
I feel like a cancer is growing inside of me and I cant do anything about it