How are you feeling?
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MrJones
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I just vented in my own language after so long... if not the first time.
I try to stay positive, I try to smile, but everything seems to be too hard for me.
I just can't.
I'm a loser. A human waste.
I won't get what I desire because I don't deserve it.
I wanted to be someone different.
I wanted to be a better person.
But I can't.
I need to change.
But I can't.
I'm trying to be good enough.
But I can't.
I'm trying to do what's right.
But I can't.
I just can't.
I'm sorry.
I try to stay positive, I try to smile, but everything seems to be too hard for me.
I just can't.
I'm a loser. A human waste.
I won't get what I desire because I don't deserve it.
I wanted to be someone different.
I wanted to be a better person.
But I can't.
I need to change.
But I can't.
I'm trying to be good enough.
But I can't.
I'm trying to do what's right.
But I can't.
I just can't.
I'm sorry.
Porto
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Don't Push So hard On you! Start for litle steps, start for what u can : )
vj288
not actually Fiona Apple
Can't. Can't defines the past, not the future. There is nothing you can't do, or at least try. You can choose not to do things, but it's not because you can't. The decision has not been made up for you, it is up to you whether or not you want any of those things to become a reality. I say you can, if you want to.
MikeyC
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I meant end as in I had to go to bed. Had a wonderful sleep, too...mostly because I didn't have to get up at 3:45am. Yay for holidays!
We always change and evolve, but we never see it. If I saw a video of what I was like even two years ago, I would be shocked because I look a little older and I know a little more now. At least seeing your video gives you a little perspective on who you are now, if nothing else.Watched an old video from when I was 30 or so (I almost never watch these, I hate how I look and sound) and I was struck by how different I am now from then, how my personality has changed. I found it hard to look at the screen and think that it was me. Its left me wondering who I am, I don't have a clear sense of my self today.
You're a good guy, Jones. I don't understand why you're so hard on yourself. :
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Invisibleman
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Im scared and I dont know what to do. Im talking with this girl on facebook and she wants to hang out but I dont know how to tell her I dont want to. I honestly dont even know the girl,ive always tried my best to avoid awkward situations and this would be the worst of the worst if we hung out. And I think she likes me which scares the hell out of me,im still recovering from my last facebook ordeal involving a girl. Im thinking of just blocking her but im scared she will confront me at school. I dont know what to do.
MikeyC
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Do you like her? If you do then there's no reason to avoid her. You might develop a good friendship out of it. My personal opinion is to go for it.
DeadmanWalking
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How could think such a thing Marie?! You are most definitely not ugly! Sleep if you must, but know that, from the time you sleep to the time you wake, you will always be gorgeous
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Invisibleman
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No I dont like her. Shes one of those really crazy,almost disturbingly christian people talking about christianity and jesus and whatnot 24/7. And honestly my confidence is taking such a beating,I keep thinking "is this really the best il ever do?" I honestly thought I was on a higher level than this with women.
KnuffleBunny
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I seriously effing hate somebody and I wish them total pain and misery because I do not believe they can be helped.
MikeyC
Well-known member
If you don't like her Christian rantings, then you're probably not going to get along with her. You should end the friendship if that's how you feel, but be aware that she's going to get hurt from it. Doing it now is better for you than stringing it along.
That sucks. Anything you want to share?
this_portrait
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I feel full and stuffed from all the food I ate tonight, and right now I'm really curious about something but afraid to go too much into it.
KnuffleBunny
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Well this person has access to what is said here and I already exploded at them. They're just drunk, selfish and no-good. I try not to get feelings like this, but some people just deserve it imo.
MikeyC
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Yeah, I have certainly eaten more food than my body allows, haha.
Are they stalking your profile here? That's pretty lame. Obviously you and others here share some personal stories and incidences that are not meant for outsiders. I can understand why you would get upset.
KnuffleBunny
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Yeah, they kinda are and it pisses me off, but it's mostly things they just do and say to other people.
MikeyC
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Eh, that's no good. :
: Sorry to hear that.
KnuffleBunny
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Eh, that's no good. :
No worries, just have to hope karma does justice