How are you feeling?

this_portrait

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Tell them to cease and you want to read. Haha. :)

I'm at my aunt's place right now, finally. She went to yet another store across the street with her boyfriend, and my cousin is out with one of his friends at one of the many Mexican restaurants they have here. I just popped a Prozac not long ago (finally taking them at night now), so I'll probably be feeling like a zombie again soon.
 

MikeyC

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I'm at my aunt's place right now, finally. She went to yet another store across the street with her boyfriend, and my cousin is out with one of his friends at one of the many Mexican restaurants they have here. I just popped a Prozac not long ago (finally taking them at night now), so I'll probably be feeling like a zombie again soon.
Haha that's a perfect excuse not to go out. :) Time for the tired portrait to relax. Hehe.
 

greenglowbindi

New member
confused as to how i could not see how much SA affects my life in work and now school (esp since i just flunked out of a class because i could not face the professor after receiving insults from her in front of the other students regarding my absences...) :eek:
 

DeadmanWalking

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confused as to how i could not see how much SA affects my life in work and now school (esp since i just flunked out of a class because i could not face the professor after receiving insults from her in front of the other students regarding my absences...) :eek:

Why is your teacher insulting you is the real question. No teacher should ever be doing that. Why don't you go to the higher-ups and tell them because no one deserves to be insulted, especially in front of their peers, for any reason. While you can't let SA take control of your life and you really do need to head to class, there are better ways of getting that message across other than degrading a person. I'm sorry that you had to go through that; please try to discard it from your memory and move on. You're better than whatever that teacher said about you. Next time, try to attend class more, okay?
 

bsebring

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I feel like I have to force myself to talk to someone before I start feeling comfortable around them. The key is to not think about it. I think I'll try this at work, as an exercise to warm up to the people around me. Then when I start talking and building confidence I can venture out and talk to people on campus next semester.
This can be my news years resolution, and I'll keep everyone updated on my progress :)
 

alwaysrunning

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i feel like crying but i won't give him the joy of seeing me do it.

"pick put the trash you mf(*2*&5ng slave, because thats all you are to the family a f*&^ng slave!!!!" the words my brother told me a couple mins ago after throwing sugar packets i had just used in my face....normal sibling banter i doubt it =/
 

MikeyC

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i feel like crying but i won't give him the joy of seeing me do it.

"pick put the trash you mf(*2*&5ng slave, because thats all you are to the family a f*&^ng slave!!!!" the words my brother told me a couple mins ago after throwing sugar packets i had just used in my face....normal sibling banter i doubt it =/
That is awful. Sorry to hear it. ::(:
 

Blannabers

Active member
I feel rotten. I'm sorry to those who are having a grand night tonight and I may be bring it down a little, but I can't get out of this lonely mode. I feel like I'm rotting away on the inside as I am watching the guy, that I think I'm in love with, go for another girl.

I can't stand the thought of him touching her... It's ripping me to pieces. I want him, but he doesn't want me anymore. :'(

I really hate christmas. it reminds me of how lonely I really am.
 

Invisibleman

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I feel rotten. I'm sorry to those who are having a grand night tonight and I may be bring it down a little, but I can't get out of this lonely mode. I feel like I'm rotting away on the inside as I am watching the guy, that I think I'm in love with, go for another girl.

I can't stand the thought of him touching her... It's ripping me to pieces. I want him, but he doesn't want me anymore. :'(

I really hate christmas. it reminds me of how lonely I really am.

Im incredibly sorry because I know how you feel,im going through the same sort of thing. The girl ive had feelings for for a long time just got together with the guy shes wanted for a while::(:
 

alwaysrunning

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I feel rotten. I'm sorry to those who are having a grand night tonight and I may be bring it down a little, but I can't get out of this lonely mode. I feel like I'm rotting away on the inside as I am watching the guy, that I think I'm in love with, go for another girl.

I can't stand the thought of him touching her... It's ripping me to pieces. I want him, but he doesn't want me anymore. :'(

I really hate christmas. it reminds me of how lonely I really am.

i've been through that as well, couple years ago though it doesn't feel that way. He actually asked for my advice on a girl he liked, and i saw him get rejected....i think his rejection hurt more than any of he rejections I've ever received ::(:.
 

MikeyC

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I feel rotten. I'm sorry to those who are having a grand night tonight and I may be bring it down a little, but I can't get out of this lonely mode. I feel like I'm rotting away on the inside as I am watching the guy, that I think I'm in love with, go for another girl.

I can't stand the thought of him touching her... It's ripping me to pieces. I want him, but he doesn't want me anymore. :'(

I really hate christmas. it reminds me of how lonely I really am.
Love is an awful emotion when all you see is the man (or woman) you desire go for someone else. It's happened to me before and it's absolutely crap. I'm so sorry you feel this way. If you want to talk to me you're more than welcome to.
 

MikeyC

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I feel really good! I had a really good shift at work just then, which has left me on a high.

Also, I am now officially on holidays! I have nearly a month off and I'm now sitting here, listening to music with my shirt off. I just ate some potato salad. My mum is drunk and she's trying to sober up. Melbourne trip in 4 days. Great presents.

I am on a high, people! :D
 

Lilly

Member
I hate christmas. Just wanted to help in the kitchen with my boyfriend, his mother and his little cousin. My boyfriend said that it's too crowded, so he went away and his mother immediately thought that it was my fault for being crowded. Mother said to her nephew: "You would prefer Ben (my boyfriend) to help you, right?". I went away, because they wanted my boyfriends help, not mine (or better they wanted his company, not mine). Now my boyfriend and his father are angry of me, they think I don't want to help his mother. I really try to please everyone, but I end up pleasing no one...
 

Graeme1988

Hie yer hence from me heath!
I hate christmas. Just wanted to help in the kitchen with my boyfriend, his mother and his little cousin. My boyfriend said that it's too crowded, so he went away and his mother immediately thought that it was my fault for being crowded. Mother said to her nephew: "You would prefer Ben (my boyfriend) to help you, right?". I went away, because they wanted my boyfriends help, not mine (or better they wanted his company, not mine). Now my boyfriend and his father are angry of me, they think I don't want to help his mother. I really try to please everyone, but I end up pleasing no one...

I know that feeling. I loathe Christmas as well. I'm glad when it's all over, to be honest.

I'm not looking forward to Christmas dinner. I just gonna be sitting there, biting my tongue because I have a tendency to saying something no-one wants to hear. I'm too honest for my own f---ing good.
 

EscapeArtist

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I feel really good! I had a really good shift at work just then, which has left me on a high.

Also, I am now officially on holidays! I have nearly a month off and I'm now sitting here, listening to music with my shirt off. I just ate some potato salad. My mum is drunk and she's trying to sober up. Melbourne trip in 4 days. Great presents.

I am on a high, people! :D

Woowoot! I think your high is contagious! I can feel it through the screen !
 
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