How are you feeling?

Phoenixx

Phoenixx

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I was feeling pretty pissed not too long ago. Thankfully the feeling is subsiding. I know I only have 5 days left, but my god it's going by WAY too slow. I keep dwelling on everything and worrying about pretty much anything, it's stupid. I really need to go to the store and can't even get there. I sat out in the freezing cold for 20 mins. waiting the bus and it doesn't even show up. >.> So I basically just wasted my time, and now I can't even go until 4:30pm. That's when the store is the busiest, which I hate, which is what I was trying to avoid in the first place.

Maybe I'll just wait until 9pm to go. If I'm lucky, not that many people will be there, or even be on the bus for that matter.
 
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gingin77

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it's hard to describe how I'm feeling right now. I've been fighting mild depression on my own and this week was bad. right now I feel numb and exhausted.
 
superfluouslyme

superfluouslyme

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phocas said:
::(: deflated. I was forced into a lose/lose position at work and I lost. now I have to wait and see what the consequences will be. I wish I felt like I had more control over my life, my stupid brain lets me down too much
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I feel for ya - brains are very useful, but can be absolute bitches sometimes. Is there any way to turn the situation around in your favor?

If it makes you feel any better (and I'm sure it won't), I dropped a hammer on my shin a couple of minutes ago. Surprisingly, I did not utter one swear word. Well, unless god #&&$ mother #@#*&$* son of a #*%!@ is a swear word. (If I were ever on "Inside the Actor's Studio" and James Lipton asked me what my favorite swear word is, I really don't know if I could choose. I think I'd string a whole bunch of them together into one massive, offensive word.)

I've noticed that I've stopped looking for jobs. I've resigned myself to just being at home all day. I don't want that. I mean, I'd like it, but that's not what I want for the rest of my life. I want to get out amongst the people! So I'm going to start looking again. And maybe I can find somewhere to volunteer in the meantime.
 
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Silatuyok

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DeadmanWalking said:
........Oh. Well...... that's....... um, interesting. So, what brought that urge along?
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lol. Well, since you ask.. I was talking to my sister at lunch about her children, and I was suddenly struck with the full force of the amount of love that I have for one of my nephews that I helped raise when he was a baby. It's like when you love someone so much that it makes your heart ache to think about it. That made me feel like it might be nice to be able to feel that amount of love for my own child..
It's still not something I'm planning on doing, though. :cool:
 
DeadmanWalking

DeadmanWalking

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Absolutely_Sweet_Marie said:
lol. Well, since you ask.. I was talking to my sister at lunch about her children, and I was suddenly struck with the full force of the amount of love that I have for one of my nephews that I helped raise when he was a baby. It's like when you love someone so much that it makes your heart ache to think about it. That made me feel like it might be nice to be able to feel that amount of love for my own child..
It's still not something I'm planning on doing, though. :cool:
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Ahhh, I don't completely understand what you're saying, but that may just be because of my inexperience. So, is this something that you're never going to do or just not right now? And I'm getting into your personal life a bit too much, aren't I::(:?
 
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Silatuyok

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DeadmanWalking said:
Ahhh, I don't completely understand what you're saying, but that may just be because of my inexperience. So, is this something that you're never going to do or just not right now? And I'm getting into your personal life a bit too much, aren't I::(:?
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Not at all; I don't mind. I never plan to have my own children, but I would definitely consider adopting in the future.
 
superfluouslyme

superfluouslyme

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WeirdyMcGee said:
ohhh, Marie! Adopt me!!
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Do you want to be adopted? We could have a massive joint custody type thing. You spend a week with Marie, then a week with someone else, then someone else, and so on. It's kind of like Hot Potato, but with a human being. ;) We can call it Hot Weirdy. That's sounds dirty.
 
MrJones

MrJones

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Absolutely_Sweet_Marie said:
Not at all; I don't mind. I never plan to have my own children, but I would definitely consider adopting in the future.
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I'd love to have a child, one day...

Good luck if you finally decide to adopt someday. I don't know you personally but you seem the kind of person that would be a great mother :)
 
KiaKaha

KiaKaha

Banned
Nervous. Heading into town soon to meet other social phobics. Did it once before and it went pretty good...but I have a feeling there will be quite a few more this time... and I have to wear a santa hat so people can find me.
 
MrJones

MrJones

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ShyKiwi said:
Nervous. Heading into town soon to meet other social phobics. Did it once before and it went pretty good...but I have a feeling there will be quite a few more this time... and I have to wear a santa hat so people can find me.
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Good luck! Hope it goes well :)
 
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