Why do you say it like that, Jones? You imply that you don't have a gift. If that's what you believe, then, no offense, you're completely wrong. You do have a gift, you just haven't realized yet. I don't know what my talent is either, but I'm trying to figure it out. So far, it seems helping others and writing are my talents (the latter over the former unfortunately). I learned this through trying things, so, now, it's time for you to find your talents. I'm sure that you have a reservoir of potential lying within you, you just have to dive within and exploit it.