How are you feeling?

dottie

Well-known member
at new job. again. constantly the new person wet behind the ears. have to worry about fitting in with peers all over again. ok. off to work for a day of FUN!!!!11

ps glad my period will be starting today so i can be done with it.
 

Deus_Ex_Lemur

Well-known member
Hmm, we'll see haha. I'm not sure if I'm mentally up for dating anyone until this horrible phase is over, but he's coming to my town and offering to buy me food and cocktails, so it should be a fairly laid-back date, so I may as well give it a go on the basis that it might just be what gets me out of this depressive state.
Thanks for the wishes :)

Give it a go! When we're in this cycle of apathy and avoidance never get out unless force to do things such as these no matter how we dont feel it. Laid back sounds good, Im sure you'll feel better after. Have funn.
 

Rembrandt Broam

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Tbh lately all I've done is sit at the computer and feel sorry for myself. I'm starting to associate this computer, this seat and that wall with my depression and I need to have a break from it.

Sometimes that's just what is needed - something to break the cycle or pattern that you're currenly in. A date sounds like the ideal way to do that. Have fun! :D
 
i feel like i lost something really important, but i cant ever get it back.
its like your wedding ring got thrown in the ocean and there is no way of reviving it.
that feeling of losing someone or something you love and they are forever gone.

i also feel content like the feeling of, how a pet gets adopted by a caring and loving owner who would treat this pet well with love and care, unlike their past owner who abused it.

as long as its happy, im happy. now its time to move on...
 

DimBulb

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Extremely depressed and sad. The realization that i am an thin/pale/confidence less/qualitiless/ugly ducking is taking its toll. I feel like cutting my hand, not to do the unmentionable, but just to inflict some pain on myself, just like some punishment that i am meting out to myself, I did this some 15 days ago, i might as well do it very soon. Also feeling hungry, ordered food, but still not come.
 
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Beatrice

Guest
Apprehensive. Mix of emotions.

My parents may be getting divorced.

Also been procrastinating on something and it's getting VERY late. My own damn fault. I hope I still have a chance to get into that college...... ugh. I hate myself sometimes.

I feel sick ::(:
 
Worser than ever.
I feel sick too.
I don't even care about life anymore.
It sucks.... trapped in this body untill i die.
Arg, and nobody seem to care.
And why do people want to let me fail so bad.
Why do they want me to agree with the view that they have of me?
Why is life so god demn **** up?
I don't know...
If i don't change soon i will live somewhere far from the humans.
I don't even feel human anymore, more like a robot being all fake.
My last energy will flow away soon.
 

Phoenixx

Well-known member
Apprehensive. Mix of emotions.

My parents may be getting divorced.

Also been procrastinating on something and it's getting VERY late. My own damn fault. I hope I still have a chance to get into that college...... ugh. I hate myself sometimes.

I feel sick ::(:
^ Really sorry to hear that Beat. :(
 
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