I am having terrible depressions recently (in fact I have them all the time), am not able to think about anything else than suicide. I am not going to go into details because that would be long, but sometimes it gets literally unbearable. So I took one of the last 3 Tramals that I have left to ease it a bit although these pills are great for physical pain, not mental or emotional. It felt as if someone smashed my head with hammer, because even one tablet 50 mg is very strong for me, next time I try only half. Nevertheless it made me so run over and dumbed down that at least it took the edge off the worst. I was a bit sick in the morning, couldn't keep balance, head hurting and ears buzzing at times. I still think it's a good pill but should have taken less. I am visiting a psychiatrist tomorrow (someone new) and don't know if I should ask him to prescribe me medication and which one.. I am usually against these drugs but don't know what else to do.