How are you feeling?

vj288

not actually Fiona Apple
It's your life - everything should be about you.

it's only narcissistic if you think that everyone else should think that everything is about you, too

What I meant is I think things are about or involve me that obviously have nothing to do with me. It really isn't always about me.
 

DanFC

Well-known member
Mixed feelings.

I finally put in my first IV/IA catheters today (yay!), but not on a human XD not for another couple years. I also finalized and submitted my thesis proposal, hopefully it gets accepted by the committee.

But... I've been pretty depressed about my social situation recently. I can't communicate like how I want to or with who I'd like to. And it just seems to be getting worse, no matter what I do.


...like I said, mixed, which is better than most days.
 

KiaKaha

Banned
Depressed. Had a bad day. I wish someone could just tell me why I am coming off so badly to people instead of having to guess all the time so I can change my behavior...ra ra, oh well what can you do...life blows.
I feel like I am turning into an *******.
 

Danfalc

Banned
I have only heard second hand. They can be hard to get a long with. From your statement I should know if I meet one as if night from day?

narcism - an exceptional interest in and admiration for yourself; "self-love that shut out everyone else"

It can also be a personality disorder. Narcissistic personality disorder - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

Anyway I'm feeling good,up nice and early so I can get ready for my c.b.t appointment.I'm sat here with my morning brew and cig :D But going to log off when I have woke up,get a shower shave and what not.
 

Confuseddd

Well-known member
angry, and losing more faith in people as i grow older. My goals keep me going, my philosophy keeps me driven in the pursuit of truth, but people... somewhere along the line many of us humans have lost the capacity for deep thought. im also sad, because i thought i could spread new ideas to people, and it is becoming obvious that it takes a special kind of person to understand the world on a higher level. I am not more intelligent then any one, i am not wiser then any one. I am simply a deep thinker, and a philosophical thinker.
 

lunaticbinge

Well-known member
angry, and losing more faith in people as i grow older. My goals keep me going, my philosophy keeps me driven in the pursuit of truth, but people... somewhere along the line many of us humans have lost the capacity for deep thought. im also sad, because i thought i could spread new ideas to people, and it is becoming obvious that it takes a special kind of person to understand the world on a higher level. I am not more intelligent then any one, i am not wiser then any one. I am simply a deep thinker, and a philosophical thinker.

This has got to be the most self satisfied load I have ever seen. Just because someone disagrees with you they are a shallow thinker apparently. Unbelievable.
 

Confuseddd

Well-known member
This has got to be the most self satisfied load I have ever seen. Just because someone disagrees with you they are a shallow thinker apparently. Unbelievable.


do you think this was targeted at you? i think you need to ask yourself if that might just be paranoia friend.

I was thinking about all the people i have encountered along the way, and how they always fail to see the point. much like you did. SO yes while you renforced my feelings this was not targeted at you. Also it was not satisfieing at all :(
 

lunaticbinge

Well-known member
do you think this was targeted at you? i think you need to ask yourself if that might just be paranoia friend.

I was thinking about all the people i have encountered along the way, and how they always fail to see the point. much like you did. SO yes while you renforced my feelings this was not targeted at you. Also it was not satisfieing at all :(

I didn't fail to see any point. I failed to agree, but I didn't fail to understand anything. If you're saying I didn't see the point then you are targeting me, and everyone else who isn't by your side in your tower. We could simply agree to disagree on these matters. Seems best at this point as it's only going to go in circles.
 

Confuseddd

Well-known member
I didn't fail to see any point. I failed to agree, but I didn't fail to understand anything. If you're saying I didn't see the point then you are targeting me, and everyone else who isn't by your side in your tower. We could simply agree to disagree on these matters. Seems best at this point as it's only going to go in circles.

yeah thats exactly how i see myself. im in a tower looking down on all of you,now that certainly aint shallow thinking. no im looking down on all of those people who wouldnt care to save there race. wether you agree or not, at the end of the day, when it comes down to decisions i have made. i am not questioning my morality, are you?
 

lunaticbinge

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yeah thats exactly how i see myself. im in a tower looking down on all of you,now that certainly aint shallow thinking. no im looking down on all of those people who wouldnt care to save there race. wether you agree or not, at the end of the day, when it comes down to decisions i have made. i am not questioning my morality, are you?

Now you're passively calling me amoral. This isn't about morality, this is about personal liberties and mentalities. Save the human race from what? How? How does someone not ending their suffering "save" the human race? If they wanted to end it that way, fine. You know, some people did quite a bit for humanity before taking their life. Live and let live and die.
 
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lunaticbinge

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Sorry for filling this thread with crap, folks.
Hmmm how do I feel? Tired but not sleepy in the least.
 
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