Bored and a little lonely.I really hate going to an empty bed every night.
Despite how much I value my privacy and find it hard around people,I miss having someone special in my life.The affection,hand holding..cuddles on the sofa.I miss being able to make love with someone.The intimacy that comes afterwards when your both lay back wrapped up in each other arms all cozy.That closeness you feel to them after sharing something like that.Or the random pillow talk you have into the night.I miss being passionate too.
I miss waking up to someone,having that warmth next to you.I even miss the silly arguments you sometimes have over hogging the covers
I really do not wan't to grow old on my own.I guess the only good thing is I will make sure I appreciate it that much if/when I do meet someone again.
But I need to start facing that thing called the outside world,gah.