I woke up feeling good (only ate pumpkin seeds last night, maybe it's related?)
There was peace in the house, sis made lunch.. We had yummy mushroom too..
I managed to do two phone calls I've been putting off, only got one person next time though and he was in a hurry and I think I messed up so not sure where to get the info or if to call him again next week or so?
So, I don't know when to listen to my intuition not to call (it was telling me not to, wasn't sure if it wasn't just my phobia though? grr! I thought 'let's get it over with' ugh!)
I still think I'm brave for calling! At least I know where they're at right now.. /sigh/
Listen to my intuition next time? How to differentiate it from phobia though? hmm!
Ohhh I can totally relate to this! I think my intuition is poluted by my phobia So hard to know what your actual feelings are and those based on your phobia. Makes every decision hard!