♥PEANUT_BUTTER_LOVE♥
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what should i do i'm so shy i can't do out my room a lot a people in the sala..i'm so sick of this..
How are you feeling?
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sevenroses
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Down in the dumps to be honest 
206Raider
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Sometimes it feels like my mind is conflicted in an endless battle of freedom and being trapped inside this invisible prison....Most of the time I stay trapped behind these walls. It's just hard that, when I have good days, I have nobody to share it with. When I'm down in the dirt, nobody is there to support or even really cares. I end up takin it all in in silence and silent is what I become.
sevenroses
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I'm severely depressed and I wish I had someone to talk to
206Raider
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story of my life. I just want somebody to help me, but they see me as healthy but I'm just sick, sick of life, sick of the hate, sick of being lonely, sick of these invisible walls keeping me closed off.
mrb
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just come back from a job in norfork ... old people just moved up there to retire the man was about 70 his wife was wheel chair bound having lots of health problems , nice people , brought a house there for 152 thousand cheap or what , nice area , right in the middle of the contryside there cat got into a fight with next doors cat soon as they moved in , jezzzzzzzzz hes only been there 5 min and it wants to be the boss of the whole street
the man was about 70 his wife was wheel chair bound having lots of health problems , nice people , brought a house there for 152 thousand cheap or what , nice area , right in the middle of the contryside there cat got into a fight with next doors cat soon as they moved in , jezzzzzzzzz hes only been there 5 min and it wants to be the boss of the whole street 
NickyNacker
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Very tired. I woke up at 11 PM last night and it's 1:15 PM now. I've had cup after cup of coffee and I just feel so wired.. I think that's the right word. This sucks cause being up a long time and getting this tired gives me bad anxiety.
Trying hard to stay up all day to get on a schedule. Listening to music, trying to keep busy. XD
Trying hard to stay up all day to get on a schedule. Listening to music, trying to keep busy. XD
lunaticbinge
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Feel like death.
Rembrandt Broam
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These walls, they are built high?
Sick and tired of being sick and tired. More or less is what's understood by myself.
Anything to look forward to? No walls, no death, no one else. Something you like to do or plainly just like. Grasp it. Lift up, move forward. Could take time. Cannot help any further. Am not proficient enough.
Feel free to share happy thoughts here. Myself will even read negative ones. A natural pessimist. Glass stands half empty.
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fitftw
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so it turns out my dad has a kidney stone. Not life-threatening, just painful. Not sure if he's gonna get surgery or just pass it naturally. It's free to pass it but will hurt like heck lol.
Also I've been feeling that I don't have SA, it's that I just don't care about people in the real world. But I do tend to think about everything down to the way I'm walking and what I'm doing with my hands. At all times. So I don't know.
Also I've been feeling that I don't have SA, it's that I just don't care about people in the real world. But I do tend to think about everything down to the way I'm walking and what I'm doing with my hands. At all times. So I don't know.
coyote
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good news about your dad!
Had kidney stone. This is not fun. Was told ranked third in most painful. Feeling it, there is no ranking system. They gave me muscle relaxant, helped a lot.
Lots of water all the time. Do not want again.
agoraphobickatie
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glad to hear your dad's alright
hope he can cope with the pain okay, i know it hurts like hell =/ lol
agoraphobickatie
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word. lol, not about the passing part, i guess... but i've had a kidney infection, and i know that hurts.. and i'm pretty sure pregnancy/giving birth takes the cake.. just think about passing a freakin' baby!!
hahaha, i'm not at all looking forward to that, lol...and as far as how i'm feeling, i'm feeling like a fatass because i'm sitting here eating cookie dough.. and also feeling like i'm going to get in trouble or something because my dad hates it when i don't bake the cookies... HA!
Danfalc
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I imagine it's like urinating glass if you pass it..ouch,I would not like to hazard a guess at if it's as painful as pregnancy.
I'm feeling ok.Going to hit the gym today,so hopefully today is the start of me breaking out of this rut I have been in.I also need to search the flat for change!I am skint but have run out of fag papers!
206Raider
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Man, it's just been a long day. A day full of disappointments, full of heartbreak. I still got my priorties straight but my mind is in the gutter right now, just looking for another lover to cover up the pain from a distant other. Just feeling so based and so free, so alive, writing the first thing that hits my mind. But I got a stomach ache and it hurts more than life's punches.