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Damaged

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Im so so so hungry but its too late to eat.

Also my ex bf (the one that told me to go die that time), who i havent talked to at all text me last night saying 'hope ur okay babes' then straight after 'i want to hear from you'
NO WAYYYYYYYYY MR
not having you mess with my mind :D
 

Social-E-Aukward

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I bought a fridge for myself today so now everybody will hopefully stay out of my food. It was $70. I bought it from someone who poste3d it on Craig's List. If you buy it online it is normally around $230-$290, so I was extremely excited about it. It's in really good condition and cools wonderfully. It also has glass shelves and a small freezer box. Buying my own things with money I have worked for gives me a feeling of accomplishment and independence. It is an amazing feeling for me.
 

Tiercel

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I'm feeling surprisingly good right now.

I went to a friend's pool party this afternoon. I ate, I socialized a bit, I floated in a pool. And as much as I really didn't feel like doing so, I stuck around and played a game of Pictionary. Although I'm still a bit miffed that no one had to draw what I thought was my best clue (Sonderkraftfahrzeug 251).

Only a handful of people showed up, but I'm pleased with the amount of socializing I did. I made an effort to not just hide off to the side the whole time. I asked a few questions. I made an attempt or two at some racy humor. Or at least a bit closer to my actual sense of humor instead of the safe, non-attention grabbing jokes I usually use with new people. And it definitely helps when half of the people have had too much to drink. I figured they probably won't remember anyway, so what the hell.

And looking at that last phrase makes me wonder if I should use a period or a question mark. People often phrase it like a statement, but what does it really mean?

What the hell? :confused:
 

mrb

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just got up wondering what to do today ........:) you know what , sod it im going back to bed zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz ;)
 

mummylala

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just got up wondering what to do today ........:) you know what , sod it im going back to bed zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz ;)

You lucky sod!!!! tonight is bonfire night over here so the chances of me getting any kip at all is very very slim.. I no doubt will end up in a row with some of the arseholes that decide to fight and argue outside my house..


Sooooo fed up!!! ::(:
 

mrb

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You lucky sod!!!! tonight is bonfire night over here so the chances of me getting any kip at all is very very slim.. I no doubt will end up in a row with some of the arseholes that decide to fight and argue outside my house..


Sooooo fed up!!! ::(:

well look at it this way lol :) you will never be board ;)
 

mrb

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well today i got up ... well more crawled out bed bed really with a hangover , then went to a boot sale , but not b4 stuffing my face with the usual healthy stuff ... walked around for a bit , brought an ice cream , sat on the beach , brought some bread fed it to the seagulls , watched them fight over it ...... now im back home :) now what am i going to do :confused:
 

mummylala

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well look at it this way lol :) you will never be board ;)

oh you get bored alright, there are only so many times you can argue with people like that then boredom sets in..

Although saying that if i loose my temper things could very interesting!!!
 

mrb

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oh you get bored alright, there are only so many times you can argue with people like that then boredom sets in..

Although saying that if i loose my temper things could very interesting!!!

:eek: street fight you mean :eek: .......
 
Good. I seem to be growing out of my SA. And becoming a cynical jerk in the process, hehe. Ah well. You can't have everything in life.
 

AimeeSP

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Feeling sore. :( I was only out in the sun for 15mins, with suncream on, and im red raw.
Apart from that i had a nice weekend away camping. :)
 

anomicdeer

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Hate when my mom ask why I don't hang out with my cousins or "friends". She just don't realize that I'm different and I'm not a kid anymore. WE DONT GET ALONG!
 

mummylala

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remind me never to argue with you then :D

Nah your safe lol(unless you provoke me lol)... I do have an extremely bad temper and i hate that about myself. i have got into so many fights because people have annoyed and hurt me or someone close to me..(it scares me too because there have been a few times when i thought i was gonna end up getting arrested lol)

People seem to think "oh shes quiet, a bit of a shorty, i will get the better off her" Ahhh wrong, a lot of the fights i have had, have been with men.. I blame my dad lol.. he has an extremely bad temper too and he always taught me to stand up for myself.. :D
 
Tired of being used, tired of being stressed tired of everything :(

I'm also very tired of being used by friends and by people around me. They only come to me to borrow money or something else. Which means they only come to me if they need something. They're not my friends anymore. I don't have friends anymore. I hate myself so much right now. Everything feels so f*cked up lately. I feel so lonely. I hate the weekends, cuz I have nothing to do. Today someone on msn even told me that no one will ever fall in love with me, cuz I don't have charisma and I'm rather numb. I guess he's right. I really want to commit suicide sometimes, cuz I hardcore suck at life. It will only get worse.
 

planemo

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Something in me wants to be depressed and to fall apart, but for some reason I think I'm holding it off...
 
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