myheartisastone
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Mine does. I honestly feel like I shouldn't even be alive.
Does anyone's SA make them feel better off dead?
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Dreamscape
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There are times that youll feel that way. But nothng lasts forever. even bad things... youll soon feel better dont worry. Its a constant war.
vj288
not actually Fiona Apple
With death it feels like all my problems and difficulties and hardships would disappear. When these things are in the forefront of my mind, the idea of death seems like a definitive way to sidestep the challenges and misery, and those things I just feel so hopeless about. Those are lazy thoughts by me though, I am very far from the point where death is the state I am best in, and wanting to be there is just escapism thinking to not face what is ahead of me.
myheartisastone
Well-known member
Please know that I wasn't being smart, I just didn't know how to reply to your question. I reckon the real thing to ponder here is what one believes happens to their soul after death and go from there to decide if they'd be better off or not. Human kind has no definitive answer everyone can agree with. SA is horrible but after seeing my fair share of violent death I pick SA oddly enough.
Pacific_Loner
Pirate from the North Pole
From 14 years old to 19 years old: All the time
From 19 to 22: Often
Now: I want to live so bad
From 19 to 22: Often
Now: I want to live so bad
hawaiianguy3
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Hello all, I'm new. I usually feel like I can be who I really am around my wife and that she doesn't judge me, but sometimes when I feel like she doesn't understand me or vice-versa, I feel completely alone and these thought do cross my mind. Man, if she dies before me I don't know what I'll do. If I'm still fairly young, I'd like to go live alone in the woods somewhere and live offa the fat of the land. (I'd really love to do that now, but she doesn't so I have to continue being a part of society.) If I'm too old for that, then I really don't know.
same here... suicide comes in my mind often now... this year has been one of the worse atm... never thought about suicide before but recently i am even searching for easy suicide techniques
Oh crap yes my life would be heaven living in the woods or even better being dead
I was born with the penis of a child so just get humiliated pestered can't go for a drink without a pack of laughing animals taking Mick even been shouted out across street out shopping with mum and sister so last 8yrs I have been house bound so yeah would be so better off dead
People say they don't want to stand out coz they have SA I get people shout things out at me down a pack town so yeah to die would be heaven
I was born with the penis of a child so just get humiliated pestered can't go for a drink without a pack of laughing animals taking Mick even been shouted out across street out shopping with mum and sister so last 8yrs I have been house bound so yeah would be so better off dead
People say they don't want to stand out coz they have SA I get people shout things out at me down a pack town so yeah to die would be heaven