I've actually become more interested in beating it, which is probably why I haven't been as active on here lately. That, and I've been busy with school.
Generally, I'm not a huge fan of bitching, yet I bitch a lot. At least, up until recently I did. Felt kinda hypocritical doing the very thing I can't stand to hear someone else do, y'know?
For me, making an attempt to beat it has eliminated most of my desire to rant/rave all the time about how miserable I am. I cherish every bit of small talk I get into, as dorky as that may sound, because it's one closer step to actually making friends. I still get anxious, don't get me wrong, but I've gotten to the point where I'm fed up with it all and sick of feeling sorry for myself.