^This. As I lay in bed so many thoughts run rampant through my head. "How many times did I mess up today?" "What could I have done different?" "Why didn't I do more?" "Why am I the way I am?" "What will tomorrow be like?" Sometimes I think about the sad memories from the past or what crap I'll have to put up with in the future. And though I eventually fall asleep, I never get a full nights' rest.Think about everything all at once (and I mean everything).
It's a lot to think about, and after a while I just knock out from the workload.
Different things. I can think about anything, bad or good. A lot of times, I daydream about having someone. I pretend that someone is with me. Is that wrong or creepy to say that?