Migraine
Made me insecure at onset.
1. vision, focus, colours, brightness and contrast become scrambled
2. sound. People's voices sound distorted, metallic, echoic
3. Tactile sensations - all skin feels unreal on every body part - lips, tongue, fingers, arms, toes, legs, scalp, ears, neck all seem to vibrate - severe (pins & needles) - whatever that phrase means; I wouldn't describe it that way. While empty-handed, I can't be sure if I feel an egg, a pen or something else there.
Within an hour or so, the throbbing pain takes over, which is a universe beyond just a headache. Either one eyeball of the other is on fire. It can be a relaxing time, because the 3 symptoms start to subside. No person can ever know what it is. I don't show any of it physically, apart from tears, and inability to concentrate.
To have been more than a year free, is being reborn. But my SA has developed due to the previous 30 years overwhelmed by migraine, with occasional cluster headaches.
I hope that no other human ever suffers this