There are things I want, but I'm not going to get anything. I'm too afraid to visit my family (aunt, uncle, cousins, etc.) for the holidays, so my mom just goes without me. Even though I always buy every one of them nice gifts, they never buy me a thing, even though they know I'm the one that buys the gifts my mom takes to them. I'm not going to bother with that this year, though. We have very little money & I'm not going to waste it on people who don't appreciate it. I hope I can at least buy myself something, though. I usually try to because it makes the holidays slightly less depressing.